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Monday, October 31, 2005 =D

tatax...

think i did badly for my chinese..percentage of getting better than b4 is...50%..which is..erm..duno...haax..ytd2++ sleep..ZzZzZz..after chinese O lvl..went to meet dear dear,shirley,th...then eat the pork cultet...yucks..its making me stomachache..dear also got eat..he also kana stomachache...poor dear..i shouldn't have let him eat....then after that went to shino house to play payday..i and shirley won a lot^^^^..heex..later dear dear and all of us need to go home le...thats the end of today..^^

ashiterruu..i miss u forever and eternity and everlasting and yi sheng yi shi..yong yuan yong yuan...bai tou dao lao...no matter what happens,what u are,i will be by ur side ..i love u more than anyone else and wish to be with u every nano seconds..dear dear lao gong,u are more and more shuai and cute and handsome and ke ai and good and ti tie and tie xin day by day le wor...

MOoD:no mood..

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Sunday, October 30, 2005 =D

hw i study for tml chinese exam..

first-wake up go tuition lor..then after tt i went home i played tarot..i wasn't focusing much on chinese til today....all becox of!!!SHANDY!!!!argh...shandy makes people lose focus and not concentrating.then i chatted with dear dear on msn.bt also studying ...then i had to burn midnight oil today lor...dear dear tell me got ou de yang on tv..heex..cool..then i waited at the sofa..for one whole afternoon and studying at the same time..then also chatted with dear dear on phone...til i was already cannot tahan liao...then appear...y ou de yang dun come out in the early early times!!make me sit at the sofa til butt cramp liao..lol..then also study a lot la..but i think i had some how lose confidence in myself...haiz...can a miracle happen within a overnight one day one night study??..i hope to believe in miracle..miracle..please let me get better than b4 for chinese...tts wad the tarot told me..
gd things happen today-gt a new cloth^^nice nicie..hmm...v full...hmm..nth much actually

ashiterruu..i miss u forever and eternity and everlasting and yi sheng yi shi..yong yuan yong yuan...bai tou dao lao...no matter what happens,what u are,i will be by ur side ..i love u more than anyone else and wish to be with u every nano seconds..dear dear lao gong,u are more and more shuai and cute and handsome and ke ai and good and ti tie and tie xin day by day le wor...

MoOd:seriously sad..can i focus while msning?....can i focus..i miss my pencil box and dear dear...

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Saturday, October 29, 2005 =D

feel so tired

i sleep til so shoik nia..then wake up le online to chat with dear dear also revising chinese....then after tt..dear dear went to play basketball wish him good luck..then i went to sleep again...then i wake up Oo..dear dear got message me i duno..heex..then i online..then dear dear offline le..hmm..then start revsing..

ashiterruu..i miss u forever and eternity and everlasting and yi sheng yi shi..yong yuan yong yuan...bai tou dao lao...no matter what happens,what u are,i will be by ur side ..i love u more than anyone else and wish to be with u every nano seconds..dear dear lao gong,u are more and more shuai and cute and handsome and ke ai and good and ti tie and tie xin day by day le wor...

MoOd:sian and tired..feel so restless..miss dear dear

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Friday, October 28, 2005 =D

k-box...i gt a bit drunk

i woke up..and i remember the wrong timing for tuition..i thought it was morning but it was at night...then afternoon i went to kbox..heex..so fun..cool...i took the poster and i ordered shandy..i never drink alcohol before..then i got minor drunk after that...i sang the songs like chanting and sort of damn tired..and slept on dear dear shoulder a lots of times...nw i know the feeling of minor drunk...its giddy and slight headache..and will sing like chanting and felt damn weak....after tt i realised tt i can change k points for movies ticket..cool!!i wna to change for harry potter if can..aww.....then after tt i went to tuition..tuition teacher cook a lot of things for me to eat..yummy..her cooking skills are superb..then went back home i brush teeth all this then online le
ashiterruu..i miss u forever and eternity and everlasting and yi sheng yi shi..yong yuan yong yuan...bai tou dao lao...no matter what happens,what u are,i will be by ur side ..i love u more than anyone else and wish to be with u every nano seconds..dear dear lao gong,u are more and more shuai and cute and handsome and ke ai and good and ti tie and tie xin day by day le wor...

Mood:fun to get drunk bt malu to sing like chanting

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Thursday, October 27, 2005 =D

graduation night...

i want to remember this moment where i may not see my friends again due to..i m graduated...before graduation i was at home..no mood to do anything except for chatting and listening to dear dear singing ou de yang's song and watching tv..ou de yang's song is nice...
its cool..after that got to go for graduation night..then i went to school..no matter how deep or how shallow is i and my many friends' friendship..i hope for a everlasting friendship...in the canteen i hugged many friends for a farewell hug ba...li zheng cried....omg..i once again...held my emotions and appeared to be very happy when i know i will miss them and my results SUX...i will miss my na friends..miss mei jun,sin ping,stella,hui fen and NA de yu fen,teng guang,xin yi,li da,li zheng,yvonne,kar mun...they are good friends and best friends..only wish that...we wil keep in touch.

after the talking...i went to find teng guang and yu fen...my ex-classmates..then they decided to go out and eat pizza instead of buffet..i told my parents and wish they enjoy themselves lor..then i went to eat pizza...yum yum..but how come they eat so fast de...argh...then we also got chat chat..wish to call teng guang a one last time pighead..hahax.but i didn't call.=X...then the pizza so hard to cut sia...then we 2 force yu fen to eat more..muhahax...first and the last time eating pizza with teng guang..they tell me to promise them to study hard ..so i promised..i must not let them down..be strong..only wish that i could forever live in the past memories of friends..if only i never promoted to express..if only...hmm...changes of life..the diversity..we must accept it.. and yufen is pro in folding roses sia..i like her rose..so nice..next time ask her teach me..hehex

when back home,i chat with dear dear on phone...after that he want to sleep le..then duno y i go watch tv..then very full..then after digested already 11++then duno y i cannot sleep i flip here and there 1hr plus then nose block..argh..then finally sleep at last..

-ashiterruu..i miss u forever and eternity and everlasting and yi sheng yi shi..yong yuan yong yuan...bai tou dao lao...no matter what happens,what u are,i will be by ur side ..i love u more than anyone else and wish to be with u every nano seconds..dear dear lao gong,u are more and more shuai and cute and handsome and ke ai and good and ti tie and tie xin day by day le wor...

Mood:tatax....miss u guys....friendship does not mean to keep in touch...friendship can be maintain strong enough in the both of the friends' heart^^

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005 =D

today...

i went to school for seconds and went back with liana thinking tt teacher wun teach..haax..unfortunately..me the sotong left my pencil box in school..which is perfectly stupid and sotong of me..aishah help me took my pencil box..hf tell teacher i come and go as i predicted..nw want to forge parents letter also cannot liao...today at home studying and watching my date with vampire 3...heex...tts all..

this few days..i know too much...many things unbelievable..many things in the world...i m speechless..speechless of some of the things..touched by what u did...

-ashiterruu..i miss u forever and eternity and everlasting and yi sheng yi shi..yong yuan yong yuan...bai tou dao lao...no matter what happens,what u are,i will be by ur side ..i love u more than anyone else and wish to be with u every nano seconds..dear dear lao gong,u are more and more shuai and cute and handsome and ke ai and good and ti tie and tie xin day by day le wor...

Mood:sian

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005 =D

west coast

i went to jp to buy foolscap then fetch dear dear after school..tml i swear i need to study argh...hate to study...then after fetching dear..dear dear sort of hide hide from his frenz cox he scare his frenz noe..haaax..bt i guess his tt frenz suspect..then went to west coast its raining..then we sit in the shelter..then gt ppl at there study..dun disturb change another shelter..then dear dear sing a lot of songs to me..so nice and touching..then after tt we got to go home le..hmm..miss him so much...
-ashiterruu..i miss u forever and eternity and everlasting and yi sheng yi shi..yong yuan yong yuan...bai tou dao lao...no matter what happens,what u are,i will be by ur side ..i love u more than anyone else and wish to be with u every nano seconds..dear dear lao gong,u are more and more shuai and cute and handsome and ke ai and good and ti tie and tie xin day by day le wor...

Mood:happy

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Monday, October 24, 2005 =D

tatax...

stella bluff me graduation night wear home clothes....argh..then my frindge grow back le!!!grow back le!!u know!!its so great..muhahahhaaahahahax...tatax...today receive a lot of worksheet like mad sia..argh..hahax..then after school meet dear dear.....dear dear is so cute today..^^.tml i must buy foolscap...pls remind me the blur sotong...in case i forget....receive the mail from my last year teacher Ms nina lim...cox i mailed her..missed my teacher..i wanted to visit her but..i dun even know my schedule for that shanghai thingy..then too bad lor..i will see the schedule first..

-grauduation night get report slip..some more my parents wanted to come....bang head and die le..

-ashiterruu..i miss u forever and eternity and everlasting and yi sheng yi shi..yong yuan yong yuan...bai tou dao lao...no matter what happens,what u are,i will be by ur side ..i love u more than anyone else and wish to be with u every nano seconds..dear dear lao gong,u are more and more shuai and cute and handsome and ke ai and good and ti tie and tie xin day by day le wor...

MooD:................neutral

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Sunday, October 23, 2005 =D

library studying.....

today i feel stupid to sit under the air con for hours and i duno....no wonder i feel damn cold and hf and hong da feel nothing...then i today completed-one compre,one poa,half chem...
then reached home..called dear dear..
i miss dear dear so much miss him.......i want to be with dear dear every nano seconds...want to be with him yi sheng yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..ashiterruu...eternity and everlasting love...
few months ago,the bad things that we sensed..and predicted. and its coming nearer..but i believe i chose to believe fate is controled by our hand and not destiny ..i will never let destiny manipulate me.....dear sensed that something bad is going to happen to him...i won't let it happen..never...NEVER EVER!!!..we will be forever and everlasting and eternity no matter what..our feelings will never fade..no matter what...because..i believe...and always i will believe....

Mood:hate the library so cold..hate the destested fate..i will manipulate my fate and change it

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studying in je library...

i find myself stupid that i duno i am sitting under the air con for hours...no wonder i feel so cold..and hf,hong da feel nothing..diaox..then dear dear coem je library never come find me cause he was scare that he will be disturbing me...
-completed one compre
-one poa worksheet
-half chemistry paper
-then gone back home...staying at jp for a few moments..
...back home..i called dear dear..^^miss u....i miss dear dear so much..i want to be with dear dear every nano seconds no matter what..dear become more and mroe cute and handsome day by day le.....ashiterruu..we will be together forever yi shen yi shi no matter what happens..and i won't let anything happen..i won't..never ever..!!!!dear sense tt something bad is going to happen..i predicted using my tarot too..we both sense it few months ago..but...i will prevent it..the power of love i believe will overcome the misfortune...wo bu xiang xing..bu xiang xing fate is control by destiny..i will change it using my hands..i dun care what it is i want to be with dear...and i will never let anything happen to him de..no matter what we had sense..i will never make it come true..NEVER!!!

-hf ipod music so nice..

MOoD:cold library..i hate cold library..i hate the detested fate...

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Saturday, October 22, 2005 =D

studying.....

today morning go library study with hf...then i study then eat then do do do..then dear come and find us..accompany us eat..then after that went back..dear find comic to read a while then go le...then after that we study til 4++then went jp..then hf play the pick sweet tt one then i play DDR then we saw wei sheng..then saw leslie and blah blah..then went home talking to dear dear on phone nw...^^^^-..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him now....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

Mood:HAPPY

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Friday, October 21, 2005 =D

addicted..

today at sch..studying...then reached home..muhahax..i went to meet dear dear..then nice tyming wor...then shirley lost le..so we called her...then went to play basketball..gt improved..a bit nt scare ball le..then after tt went to acc shirley buy drinks then went to play badminton..i am addicted to badminton....plz play with me badminton..addicted....although i played for hours..but i played not enough...aww.....my badmiinton sux..hahax then we reading shirley buy de 2006 horoscope book...damn accurate..so i brought mine too..hehex..damn damn accurate...then went home..wuhhoo..i want to play badminton ...play nt long enough....addicted to dear dear's racket..

-..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him now....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

Mood:mus study le wor..addicted to dear dear's racket

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Thursday, October 20, 2005 =D

my life sux

-..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him now....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

from the rate i am going,i feel like i either go to ite,nursing course or retain..is it because i am lack of self confidence?maybe ba..my life is hell..my studies sux like hell...it sux..today pratical sux..quarrantine room also sux..then today got meet dear dear..but after tt going to go home missed him so muchie

MooD:my life sux

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005 =D

hmmM...POA...

HI Mr Nor..i know tt u got my blog address ytd cox hf tell me ytd night..dun think i duno..perhaps u are reading it now..hahax...slowly..ms yeong will know my address cox u teachers all link together one..happy reading my blog if u saw me write this and hor..mus tag my tagboard wor Mr nor..if u read this!!...hahax...

almost completed miss yeong worksheet...must faster complete....haiz..find tt i m dumb and useless al my subjects are so shitty!!argh..wad is this?...go bang wall suan le..i good at nothing ....the world is shitty..i find tt..i duno hw to cope ..cope with??i duno..i find tt..i had a pissed life..aiya..duno la..this life is pissed..I HATE EXPRESSI HATE EXPRESSI HATE EXPRESSI HATE EXPRESSI HATE EXPRESSI HATE EXPRESSI HATE EXPRESSI HATE EXPRESS...can undo the choice i made??can a not??its far too late..i only hope tt i can rechose again...so tt in na,i can score better,more motivated,more friends,more crowded...but i will miss 41 too if tts the case..haax..aiya..i hate o..can i escape the reality???i dun wan to face it..its cruel..its..so cruel..now i understood....haiz...

-..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him now....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

Mood:my life suxx..

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005 =D

if studying at home is illegal..sue me then..sue me to death..

i dun like to study at school..i rather study at home..i duno about everything...i felt dumb..Mr Nor tell hui fen to tell me to come to school study......if studying at home is illegal...sue me!!!why is it so wrong to study at HOME!...u say i can't concentrate..but i did..u say i did not ask q..i will ask on fri then u say i procastinate....i just hate studying in school..the environment is damn good but..i dun like cause its far,time consuming,this is not excuses..this is truely true ok?....and i dun understand..y is this world so pissed of..but today did clarify a lot of queston that i duno anyway..so...after reached home..continued revising..
-..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him today....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

Mood:nothing

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Monday, October 17, 2005 =D

todayx...i hate om!!!

its th first tym i late for sch for this term jus becoz its too late,OM called my parents..wad the heck...fu..then went to class liana returned my badge..but..its bented...lol..just becox she kept in the pocket it bent...wad a incredible pocket..i at school nothing much lor..done finish one phy paper..and doing maths..blah blah....then like tt lor..after school went to find dear dear..we walked home..i saw mei jun..she didn't saw us...hahax..then like tt lor....today is enjoyable

-..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him today....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

Mood:happy

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Sunday, October 16, 2005 =D

bored..

today go tuition..eat tempura plus brownies plus jap curry....yum...so nice..tuition teacher also give me something that she cannot wear..then tuition do compre and compo..went home,i do all those boring thingys...yawnx..so bored...heex...today dear dear go buffet..so cool..hahax..wish dear dear grandpa happy birthday-..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him today....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

Mood:sian

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Saturday, October 15, 2005 =D

its just another boring day....

hehex..today is bored...i want to wake up early..in the end..i sleep til like pig..hahax.....then eat le wash shoe..then do revision...yawnx...then my dear dear went to play bball today..hope tt he will win^^then listen songs then revision...yawnx..i hate to REVISE!!then my papa buy shell le..hehehhehex..he washing it..shells...hahax....yeayea..yea...shellls....aiya.today is bored..then continued my llife tml..hehex...-..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him today....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

Mood:bored..

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Friday, October 14, 2005 =D

fun^^^^+_+_+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+~+~+~+~~+~~~

ytd my hp is confiscated..today i felt like a idiot..i decided to be late for school..when i looked at the clock it looks like 6++ perhaps i m too tired so i get ready..then i realised..i woke up at 5++...wthwth!!!y i want to be late for schooll also so difficult!!ARGH!!!!!!then reached school..i waas so tired and dun feel like sleeping..duno y..then do practice in class..i felt retarded..my action and doing things is slow and i kept reading the wrong things...maybe i was to tired already..then after school..liana,aishah and me went to took taxi home...they encouraged me to stand up and scold stella..^^..they scolded her last time b4 le ma..iin the taxi..i felt so tired..half sleeping and half awaking..then reached home i went to meet dear dear and shirley and dear dear's frenz..duno his frenz name..hahax..then went to the sport complex tt area to eat..Oo..dory fish??hmm..let me think of finding nemo..hahax..so i ordered..bt its so spicy..waa...sobs...then after tt went to je entertainment to play arcade..then dear dear want to teach us bball..but hor...he teach us teach til hungry le..all my fault..i m so lousy..hahax.....then after tt went home bath and online..dear dear said tt the ger who liked her gave up le..gd..see him so fan abt her..felt so heart pain..
-..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him today....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

Mood:gd and tired

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Thursday, October 13, 2005 =D

.............

today is really damn normal..nothing much happen..nothing much to write about today..one thing funny in class is..adi played video where by he silently record Mr ho teacher and many people in class who is fighting..but sadly say..y never take the eugene sliding roof tiles...haahax..then so sian lor..so many stack of worksheets...i m mad..mad..berserk and nuts bonkers!!!

-..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him today....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

Mood:sian arrrrrrrrrr

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005 =D

a boring poem....

in this world...
it used to be very peaceful...
everyone is innocent
everyone is happily living..
but as we are growing..
the life had changed...
no longer innocent and happy..
everyone is insideous..
no one is pure good..
except for a few..
the human nature...
created chaos of the world..
y was everyone not that naive anymore??..
why...

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i felt so pissed off..one day..if i really cannot tolerate..i will give stella one tight slap!!

i m so pissed off with stella!!!she is a good girl..but she had many character tt make me pissed off and hates her!!!!!!
she is a bitch
daughter of bastard..
kanina!!
ccb!!!!!!!
nt use to use expletives..well..bt i used it for reasons..i dun scold her for nothing!!

-she is arrogant
- she is lousy at badminton jiu suan le..
-criticise me
-backstabbed everyone
-she played badminton with undernets,slant here and there sometimes so little strength..i tried my best to catch so many ball..yet she say i am the one serving nt good and all these..i caught all herANYHW BALL WITH ALL MY STRENGTH LE LEI!!!she then complains to everyone give every0ne the arrogant look as if its my fault..attitude face..i want to give her a tight slap..!!some more she critise say i play nt good...o bi..hu tell her anyhow play so i any how play lor..kaninabei..
-she thinks tt i have the blur look,she got the right to scold me
-when she sux at everything
-baminton jiu suan le...
-24 hrs acting and backstabbing and attitude face..
-she is the worst bitch i ever seen
-yet she duno hw to change
-no wonder she dun really many friends
-criticise and lecture me since last yr when she is not much better..
-she has no rigths to lecture me!!
-she sux..she is good at almost nothing except languages and maybe a bit bit gd in character,yet she like to act as if..she is a princess she is a arrogant and good at everything..

-sorry tt i scold her so much..because i am just letting out my anger i had for her since last yr,so bu hui scold til v jia lat ba?bt i dun dare to scold her in front of others!!arrghhhh

reasons i hate myself!!
-why i dun have the courage to confront her..where every girl in the class did..
-why am i always the blur one.....
-why i dun have the courage to stand up for myself...
-why i duno hw to flare my temper on others!!
-i m always the one who ren and ren and ren...
-i m a weakling...

i know the whole blog is about her..cox there is really nothing much abt today..except for someone who makes me pissed off and she is pissing off everyone..ytd play with themometer..37.4..omg..almost fever.no wonder i headache and nt feeling well..hahax..bt today recover le..bt i m sick of stella..faster finish o lvl..i want to dun see her face always

-..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him today....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

MooD:pissed off with stella..

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005 =D

aww..my stomach...

today wake up stomach pain..the sotong haven digested after one whole night of sleeping..i felt weak to eat..awws..then i went to school..then do work...sometimes ,i felt sort of headache......then i went up down left right just to find my wallet during recess..yesh..i found it**!!^^,.......then i went back to class trying to focus and heck care my tiredness....after school went to meet dear dear..i need to eat..so i eat sweet..bt a bit sour like acify with my teeth like tt...then dear dear got flu and so poor thing..got another girl like her from friendster de...but i think that tt girl is exagerating and a big liar...and i trust tt dear won't fall in love with her de....then went home that time i really cannot tahan le..i am damn tired for ren le so long..its all the sotong fault...happy belated birthday to my papa
-..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him today....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

Mood:i m tired....ZzZzZz..

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Monday, October 10, 2005 =D

hmmm....

today aa my button drop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!going to be late le so i used pin....hmm..then saw teng guang on bus..he complain to me he v tired so i let him sleep ....first time saw him sleeping..feel like taking his pic and put on frenzster..hahax..then reached school le..then at school is bored..revising..still revising...aaa......then after school..gt that idiot survey..then after tt went home..dear dear so poor thing...ankle pain and all this..then sayang him...hmm..
MRS ANG CALLED MY HSE!!!gave me a big shocked....nw my parents "happy" liao la..wan me pass english rite?pass lor..tts the result for other subjects..=P...

-..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him today....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

-trying to appear to be a optimistic..but m i?..

-my heart is died for the backstabbers like stella....backstab my friends...sick of it!!

-my heart is died for everything tts is known as backstabber..

-my heart is died for everything tts is known as fake true friends..

-sick of many things!!many things SUCKS!!!

Mood:aaa..duno la...my idiot life

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Sunday, October 09, 2005 =D

revise..revising.. revised....nerd..nerding...nerded...

today i was overslept...i woke up on 930..and went to tuition..yea..gay movie..hahax..watched finished..i went back home and do review and compre and chatting with dear dear..then dear dear got to go le..then i miss him so muchie..,,then i tidy my table...but still messy!!becox too many books..aaaaaaaaaaaa.........:(....then continue studying...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........today task i done

-1 movie review
-1 idiot comrpe
-1 idiot compo
-1 act one to do situational writng bt i duno leaflet format..
-poa last night done mcq
-nw doing paper in process..
-think i can sleep and be a idiot le..

-updated my friendster profile thanks to dear dear wonerful code..background rox so sweet..awww...

-..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him today....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

Mood:no mood...nothing esle to say..i m a idiot nerd..lols..hahax

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Saturday, October 08, 2005 =D

todayxzz.....

hmm...today ar..normal lor..studying and then still studying and on9 then meet dear dear a while ..we sit at stairs to talk talk..then eat then study again...bored si le ba..hahax..hao miss dear dear wors..ok jia you for o le...thats for today.^^

Mood:sian

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Friday, October 07, 2005 =D

endless love..

tt song rox..it rox..hear le can cry...awww.......wish to hug tt song lols..hahax..at school..i read finish the comic...then i study study at school..feel like sleeping..then i do do and do.then i fell asleep for the last period..then when i woke up release le ar..i blur blurly first walked out of the class and went to toilet..come out silently..then hui fen got shocked..cause i walk no sound..and suddenly appeared..then we walked to 154..154 long sia..long.!!!!!then the teacher thought i sec 3..-_-""..went to bus..then nick they all v....jm trying to beat around the bush saying i m short...once again..i must remind myself to grow tall..i want growing tall pill!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!then went to meet dear dear cause he wants to fetch me home..then we went to sit on the stairs and chat chat..after that dear dear got to go le..then miss him so much..^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him today....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

I m the 23/26 in class position..i m 183 in lvl position..y mus i sacrifies so much to pass my english when others can be good in everything..wo hao xiang ku..yi zhi ku zai ni jian bang..ke shi..wei she mo wo lao shi mei yong qi ku zai bian ren mian jian..i m mad..i duno wad i am doing i m lost..i feel happy and sad at the same time..i can maybe even cry and laugh at the same time..girl,y control ur tears??........i envy people like hf..who can always cry out bravely in front of people

MOod:sad and happy...

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Thursday, October 06, 2005 =D

hmm..

i m a person who sedlom read comics..hui fen give me 3 comics today..hmm..shes a good girl.hf,thansk for ur comics..i really appreciate it..and its nice to read..the character nt bad sia..feel like wan to test draw out..hehex..when gt tym can try draw out..hahax...then ytd okok de bt today leg and hand ache due to too long nv play badminton..old le ar..bo bian..tts y ache..hahax..then went back home...then on hp then i realise tt dear dear message me so many tyms and i duno><><..all my hp fault no batt..arrghh!!then now online..reading his blog and blogging..happy sia my english from 51 become 53^^..must jia you..bt miss dear dear wor..cox nv see him today....feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

Mood:sianx..mus study

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005 =D

tatax...

today is a normal school day..i almost overslept..luckily,dear dear message me..then i see the time614..omg..i rush through then going to go out then sms dear dear on the bus..hehex...then reach school le..hmm..the malays are fasting today..hehex..fasting rox..i wana try..but cannot la..my mama will scold de at most only fast weekdays..whole class girls fast together sia..so united..muhahax..then pe ,i hicupped..!!!y i hicupped..then we played badminton..wads wrong with my badminton skills?too long nv play tts y deproved..i hate s*****..she even show attitude when she is playing badminton with me...attitude girl!!!she sux...then recess i saw my god daughter,clara become the bookshop auntie..lols..cool..then went to class hmm..so shoik gt pe..so shiok..hahax...then went back to class..hmm nothing to do ...then do revision..must revise for english..english sux...!!!!bt english starts to rox bit by bit le..then last lesson ended..i went to find dear dear...then he sent me home....tatax...haax...nice day..then at night revise whole night suan le..hahax..jia you for o!i miss dear dear so much..feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

Mood:happy..

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Tuesday, October 04, 2005 =D

i m haappy abt my english results

i passed my english!!!!!I PASSED!!!!!!!I PAAAASSSSEEEEED!!!!!!psps..i siao liao..becox i nv passed my english b4 since long tym ago..yea!!!i will aim for a b4 or c5 for my o lvl english!!!my overall results..i did badly due to focus to much on one subject..but my hardwork pay off..hahax..i feel stupid tt i get second highest for chem practical bt nt gd in written...y i gd at this kind of easy shit bt nt written paper..-_-"""..then l1r4.get 27 and r5 39..then went home watch my date with vampire after tt online chat with dear dear and do revising at the same time..i miss dear dear so much..feel like hugging him..^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..

mOod:^^^happy and missing dear dear

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Monday, October 03, 2005 =D

HapPy 4MonTh5 AnNiV3RsArY!!~~^^+^+^+^+^+^+^

many results came out..i feel sad for my maths..i cry..but nt obvious..silent tears..its too short and silent that only a few people know..then after school,went to meet dear dear..its our happy 4 months anniversary..we went to take neoprint.hehex..then went to loiter around and sit sit on staircase and talk talk...love dear dear so much..its so enjoyable today..today its saddis at school..but after that..i feel happy cox gt meet dear dear..hheex...reach home tt tym i gt my telephone spoil for no reason weird!!
i miss dear dear so much..feel like hugging him..today is 4 mths anniversary le..so happy^^^^......i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..HAPPY4MTHS ANNIVERSARY LAO GONG

Mood:happy and sad

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Sunday, October 02, 2005 =D

one day...

if one day,
u penished,
i can't live,
if one day,
something happen to u,
i will cry for u,
the world is cruel and cold...

u are just like
the brightest star in the sky
so bright and nice,
protecting me always..

now,this star is in danger,
no matter how light is the danger,
the star is still in the danger..

it had always been u protecting me,
i feel helpless
watching u protecting me
and i can't do anything..
i can only watch u
protecting me
and pray for u

i want to hug u
u touched my heart and my soul..
yet i feel like...
i never do anything in return...

i wish..
i can do something for u..
i had no choice..
but to be strong for everything
and doing nothing is my only choice
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kashou no tsuki..a sotong gt lock outside my house today...

i went for tuition..hehex..yesh..watching anime...name kashou no tsuki..hahax..nice movie...nt as gay as i thought..and nt gay at all ma..then went home tt time..a sotong is lock outside her house..because sotong forget to bring keys...then wait for my mama to return back..return le..then eat le online chatted with dear dear^^^^then after tt dear dear going to his cousin house to swim..^^^^hehex..so gd><><...i had to stay at home study and do tt gay movie review..hmm...then like tt lor..thats today of me^^...tts my life..i miss dear dear so much..feel like hugging him..tomorrow is 4 mths anniversary le..so happy^^^^hope dear enjoy his day at his cousin house........i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else

Mood:sian

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Saturday, October 01, 2005 =D

xxxzzzsun tan til becum apple...i blur til forget my watch is nt water proof

its the sun tan day...i m late ..and then i went there sun tan i become apple..and i slp on the sea..so nice nice..hehex...ming shi and hui ying damn pro..from this beach swim to the other end with within less than half hour only..woowww..cool...i dun dare to swim with them..cox they to pro le..i only slp on the sea only..and swim a bit la..play my friends sunglasses..hahax..andy wan to snatch i dun let..then we play throw sand..after that we went to bath..then went to harbourfront eat..then they wanted to take neoprint at bugis..then they went to jp and watch movie..so i went home cox no money..then aa..finally darker than my dear..but redder too..then bath then online chat with dear dear..feel so cold....hope dear enjoy his day at his nephew house........i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else

Mood:aaa...apple face here..

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