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Friday, September 30, 2005 =D

xxzzHAPPY BD GUGU^^!!!

today not much paper is given out..should have just pon 10...nvm..then went out with gugu and dear dear after that we went to j8..feel that we 2 like left out shirley like tt..so sad..then we 2 walk walk til 530 then meet up at mac..then we went to orchard..takashimaya..then look at the tarot cards and archangel cards..then the books of answer..wow....hmm..then we went to take neoprint ...then the photo paper finish...then the person come restock..then print out le..the photo gt one is i and dear dear only..the rest is the bd girl gugu and me and dear dear..^^nicenice...i love my deco..hehe..so happy..then went to eat burger king..saw dear dear sch mates..hahax..then eat finish..stomach so gassy..then arrgh..then walked to dhoby ghaut and take train home..then back home call hf and chatted..then online chating with dear dear^^^
.....^^^^miss dear dear so muchie..nv see him feel so lifeless miss dear dear so much.....i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else

Mood:happy..happy bd shirley

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Thursday, September 29, 2005 =D

missing...

one day,
i will leave this school...
it will be sooner...
everything will change..
too fast that i cannot help it
time please stop..
i miss the life of secondary 2..
life of NA..

since then..
i had jumped into a different life..
not bad
but not good either

my class..
can be united
can be not..
can be sad..
can be happy..
can be stressed
can be relaxed..

its too good and too bad..
its too different
from the past life
i used to have..
what is a change?
is it negative or positive..
i m missing u..my NA friends...

one day i graduate,
what will happen?
will they contact me?
will 41 still keep in contact?
or will we be apart..
separate ways?...
i want..
wanted to..
remain for the current
and unchanged

i fear for the
change..

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realm of lone....

lost to the world..
can anyone find me?..
i've changed,so do everything
many people dun understand me...
including myself...
i'm a lost soul in the lonely realm
i cannot find myself...

voices echo in me..
driving me crazy..

i appear strong..
.appear happy...
but i m not who i m...
i dun feel like ...
showing my emotions out...
because i know..
its not about others helping me
but about me helping myself
save me....
pull me strong..
i had no strength any more..

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xxresultsxzzxxs...

today the iron spoilt..i iron til hand tireed..but still y so crumpled..argh...forget it..if nt i will be late...at school..i had nothing to do..tteacher go throught the results...i got my compre paper then gt 18 marks..later go add marks til 23 marks.. ..if only i dun rephrase..i could have..hmm..haix..i could have PASS...nvm we should look forward..as long as i know my mistake can le..i wil work hard..then ss i get 16 marks...oh gross..this is so sad..because..i know history i sure fail as i could not complete it..haix..sad...if only..nvm..tml is gugu birthday le..then after school..i went home to rest lor..hmm....tts the end of today..dear dear com spoilt le so poor thing wor.....^^^^miss dear dear so muchie..nv see him feel so lifeless miss dear dear so much.....i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else
Mood:sad..perhaps sadness dun show on my face..but i m truely sad about my result..just that i want to act strong..i dun appear to be who i am..

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005 =D

xxzzpractical science prelimzzxx...gugu present...zzxx..

wonderfull..i got my prelim chemical practical correct..hehex..i am so happy..heex..but i duno about physics..haax..then after that i went to jp with lee wee..we eat wanton noodles..awws..so spicy..spicy spicy...aaaaa..burning..shouldn't have add chilli..polluted the whole noodle with chilli..then we loitered around..she decided to buy cloths for ray..but..ray is v small size she search til ban si..lolx..her stead should eat more..hahax....then i went to triangle..aaa..the sales person v jian de lei..i thought its 9++..then she never tell then i wan to pay that time become so x....and the thing is totally NOT WORTH THAT PRICE...but nvm i like the engraving hahax..hehex..then dear dear also pay for the present ..share share ..^^then went home wrap hao hao..v satisfied with my wrapping..haax..too bad tt time dear dear bd cannot find wrapper nia...if nt tt time his present surely wrap til nice nice de..hmm..then so happy about my practical..hahax..so happy..hehex..i get the right chemical X..heex..then now prelim over le..tym to jia you for my O ..now at home nothing to do..hehex...^^^^miss dear dear so muchie..nv see him feel so lifeless miss dear dear so much.....i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005 =D

xxtoday...xxzzz..

hmm..wake up 530..ytd 12+ sleep le..idiot pig alarm..duno i nv hear or wad..i put 2 am it didn't rang..shit..then another alarm clock rang at 530..haax..then i went to school lor..and ops forget to eat medicine..my god...nvm nvm..just go lor..then do the paper.hmm think can do ba..after that,its break time..hui fen say..a lot of teacher ask about me from her..they ask i got study a not..haix...a lost slacker here..lolx..i m lost to the world...i duno what to do when i study..i only knows when i touch book..i hate it....but i must force myself to study..i m lost....how did i manage to work so hard in the past,but not now?..lost girl here...then after mcq,i went to buy su shi to eat..hehex..then went home and drink milo and eat my medicine 2 times cox morning forget to eat..haax...omg eat finish liao..haven totally recover..haax...then take bus tt time saw andy and kelvin on the bus stop and i in the bus they saw me....then after that meet dear dear..yea..he brought his new bike and i try ride..so tall..then i scare i cannot come down from the bike cause i m short...but fun to ride nia hehe nice bike..hehex..then my slipper going to spoil le..idiot slipper..y keep spoil de..haiyo...argh..then we watch scnery from 25 storey..hehex..nice..shit stomach a lot of air..argh..argh...then walk around..dear dear send me home le..then just nice my papa just come back..lucky didn't saw my dear dear..phew!!...then went back home nice nice bath and then online chating with dear dear^^^^miss dear dear so muchie..nv see him feel so lifeless miss dear dear so much...prelims sux sux sux.think i did badly.....i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else

Mood:nt bad la..

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Monday, September 26, 2005 =D

lalala...hahax..AM sure fail...

if i study for AM i get 30++ marks..dun study less than 20....both is F9..which one is more hua suan??..obviously is not study la...idiot also know..so i study chem no matter wad...then wake up at 8+today...then chat with dear dear too...then ytd want to study chem in the end i go watch my date with vampire 3...v funny sia...so easy car sick and lift sick..then today on bus i bus sick..duno y i bus sick also..weird...stomach weird weird..a lot of air..then reached school..head giddy giddy..but mus REN..endure..!!..hehex..slacking AM paper time..i try to do ..but difficult so i just complete le jiu suan le...after that sin ping and i walked home..hahax...then walk walk walk and talk talk...talk about blah blah blah...then sin ping complain she dun have testimonial..heng i have..phew..then went back home..dear dear say today he tired so let him rest at home ba...^^rest well..then i hao hao study the idiotic chemistry..chemistry can die le la..but finally figure the acid bases and salts..which i duno years ago...yesh..!!muhaahax...then duno y today so early blog also nth to do lor..hahax..tts my life...ashiteruu.......miss dear dear so muchie..nv see him feel so lifeless miss dear dear so much...prelims sux sux sux.think i did badly.....i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else

Mood:GiDdy head..muaha...sian...chem is a idiot subject...

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Sunday, September 25, 2005 =D

its boring..head giddy..argh....

weaking me...i wake up at ten by my tuition teacher call..i forget there is tuition..then i go lor..then got potato chips to eat..hahax..she say next week see anime movie..its about gays...lols...heard tt the storylines are interesting..heex..dun think i pervert about gays hors...then went home chat chat with dear dear..mama da bao back home..omg..feel so full due to potato chips.howhow..??..eat a bit bit only..then eat antibiotics..argh....after eat antibiotis feel so giddy ..dead le...bang head...then i duno what to do..y i so weak a antibiotics also giddy!!!!!argh!!then jump here and there...lols...v giddy la...can die out of giddyness soon..i thought it will stop but it didn't...then i study chemistry..jia you...haix..but study v slow cox head giddy..then continue lor..miss dear dear so much.his saw eyes recover..gdgd..haax..anyway i duno hw saw eyes feel cox i nv kana once in my lifetime..hahax.....ashiteruu....tts my life.....miss dear dear so muchie..nv see him feel so lifeless miss dear dear so much...prelims sux sux sux.think i did badly.....i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else

MOod:bored..head giddy...save me out of the madness giddyness...aaaaa

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Saturday, September 24, 2005 =D

i see doctor for my ear pain .........

its so cool to wake up so late..cool..heehaa...then mama say want me to see doctor for my ear pain..hmm...papa also say that..then b4 tt got chat on phone with dear dear and msn..also revise chemistry...then wait for my turn for so so long...aaa...can slp le la..then there gt one baby v cute..hehex...then after that i went in to see the doctor..finally its my turn..then see le take medicine..antibiotics so big...waa..scare me..hw to swallow..then went home..open..chey just the packaging big..antibiotics so small..then went to bath and then online chatting with dear dear..the ear drop make my ear itchy la..but cannot dig..must bear with it..argh...renn!!!....endure...today bored sia...study chemistrying..and chatting and onlining with dear dear and blogging..tts my life.....miss dear dear so muchie..nv see him feel so lifeless miss dear dear so much...prelims sux sux sux.think i did badly.....i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else

Mood:i hate my ear...my ear sux..argh...and dear dear saw eyes so poor thing mus take care wors..sian sian today

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Friday, September 23, 2005 =D

AM paper....hmm..

today i about 10 then wake up..then v sleepy..yawnx..then almost drink coffee milk....lucky nv drink..cox hate coffee..then after tt i study am ..read through..jus read read lor..then after tt eat le go to school..do..but a lot duno hw to do..then after school..act want find dear dear at jp de..but he say he going home soon..so i walked home with sin ping..then i bath..then after that i online chatting with dear dear..miss dear dear so muchie..nv see him feel so lifeless miss dear dear so much...prelims sux sux sux.think i did badly.....i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else

Mood:sian

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Thursday, September 22, 2005 =D

history and physics paper...

history paper haven complete..let go of 20++ marks le..i can die le..i hate it..physics paper is easy..but i sort of nt enough sleep..almost fell asleep when doing...but i awake la..argh y so tired nowadays..after tt,i went to toilet because i drank too much water..haax..then hui fen ask me want to go mac study a not..then i dun have book with me wad..how to study at mac..then she like not happy..say i everytime paisey her..ya..perhaps she is right...right that i paisey her..but i really dun like to study in mac..stop forcing me go a place which i dun like to study..then she say to me that teacher say pen stop i still write..hmm..ok lor..next time i really pen stop lor....haiya..fan si le la..prelims sux la...like an idiot...then i go to take 154...saw liana and aishah..haax..then went to jp...find dear dear cause sending me home...saw jia ming,kelvin...say my dear dear very short in school..lol..then i duno y his collar shirt so big..i wear his collar shirt..then after that we sit and talk talk and walk walk..then went home le...miss dear dear so much...prelims sux sux sux.think i did badly..al because of lack of sleep???hm..nono because..aiya.duno because of me..think so..haax....i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else

Mood:fan..i hate prelims..and fan si le..+happy because gt meet dear dear today

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005 =D

today.......

today is poa p1...then i complete le..but i think a lot of wrong..haax....die le...then..i went to jp to help hui fen return books lor..and deposit some money into bank...then go home..then sleep like pig..wake up study sutyd duno y study so slow..arghh..then eat then online..then today duno y so tired...then continue study til v late tonight ba..cox history bo bian...
so happy n waiting 4 it bt nt confirm yet lor.....then now also online chatting with dear dear....i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one elseMood:not bad

Mood:happy

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005 =D

today i m so blur.argh...arrr.y are u a 100% sotong ner??wish to be non-sotong for just one day..sick of being sotong

today is english and emaths exams...english i feel so headache..cox just nw on bus testing ease mind..hehex..then do half way..stomach pain pain..lucky can complete and still left a lot of time..first time do english do so fast..does it mean i pass????hmm..duno la...break time..stella say my fringe like not nice..i agree so short..like one kind..argh....then emaths..v idiot lor..me the blur blur sotong forget to bring calculator..tt time poa i forget to study one chapter..haix...can i stop being a sotong for just one day??...haix..lucky sin ping got extra calculator...after school,dear dear message me..i saw it wrongly..i thought it was je control station to wait for him..but i was wrong..sobs..its jp..he reach le then i know..then at je popular..i buy 3 black pen..hehex..nice nice..nice to write nia..gt new pen le..hahax..then reached jp finally.i feel like a idiot..cox i m far too blur...then..we walked to my house there..we sit down and chatted and blah blah...hmm..hp low batt le..but we got take pictures too...then i notti wear dear dear de ite uniform..hehex so comfortable..but v big..no wonder dear dear like to wear uniform so much..haax...then raining le..hm..then dear dear got to go home le..miss him..can't bear to leave him...miss him wor......then miss dear dear so much..nv see him feel so lifeless.....then now also online chatting with dear dear....i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else
Mood:not bad

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Monday, September 19, 2005 =D

hmm..wad can i say ner..xx...

today POA exams..it ended early..wth..i could have completed it..its all my fault..the 2 chose one tt Q..i go and thought is do both..then do finish the difficult one then i realise tt the second is easier and i know totally how to do it..shit man..!!!!!then after tt stela want to go my house again..then sure lor..then she use frenzster..after that dear dear dismiss early and i duno how..cox stella still in my house..then i waited for her to use finish..after that she told me to accompany her to take bus 99..but it will be very slow..i dun want dear dear to wait too long and i dun want to walk so much also lor..then reach there le..go west coast..then walk walk..then after that eat mac..so full..dun want eat dinner liao..then after that we wakl walk..today is so romantic..cox its only two of us..and we saw komodo dragon swimming..and also chamelon fighting..i aimed it..woohoo..hahax..chamelon ran up the tree...cox i hitted it..lols..one shot hited 2 wor..then after that we went home......then miss dear dear so much..nv see him feel so lifeless.....then now also online chatting with dear dear....i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..No matter what..i will always remember u by my heart..and no one else..past tense is a useless thing...

Mood:happy

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Sunday, September 18, 2005 =D

today...tml poa prelims...

hmm..today bored ar..stay at home study...study poathen online chatted with dear dear ........sobs..i hate prelims..i feel like i study nothing like tt de lei..lie dun hav the mood to study..prepare to die le la...haix..then continue stuyd..but i seems to do the question extremely slowly and lacly..die le....then miss dear dear so much..nv see him feel so lifeless.....then now also online chatting with dear dear....i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..

seems to forget my bad memories..perhaps one day...i will ask myself wad is the defination of past..because it seems meaningless
Mood:bored si le

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Saturday, September 17, 2005 =D

mooncake festival...

today mooncake festival..then study poa at home..at night...i went to eat dinner..then buy oreo mooncake..yea...then i went home..almost step on a rat carcases..then reached home..then realise that my mum forget to take the sparkles and candles home..then i went back to shopping centre and take then i went home and rest awhile again..then i went out to find dear dear..then we enjoy a lot..we burn candles ,leaves and sparkles and candle box..hehex..so fun..after that we walked around then gtg home le..miss dear dear so much..can't bear to leave him..on the bus i message dear dear and shirley..tml is chinese valentine i now then know..its gugu tell me de..and bastard .lie to gugu again..he got to watch out....i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..
Mood:happy

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Friday, September 16, 2005 =D

chinese paper

its so chinese today..the words and zao ju i duno la..die le..omg..wad can i do ner?..like tt lor..die le..prepare for the worst..after school dear dear came to find me..cause..its early...then yu fen they all still got lesson..hahax..cause they different class..then hmm...what esle ner??..find dear dear le then we walked home...but..i forgot to buy pen again..i must buy on monday.no matter what...must must..then dear dear and me chatted a lot..we enjoy a lot today wor..then after that dear dear must go home le..then can't bear to leave him..i miss him..want to see him every seconds..haix..prelim quickly over..quick quick..thats what i tell myself every single day..continue my life tml bai lub u my precious dear dear lao gong....keep thinking of u today..wish to be with u..i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..

Mood:happy

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Thursday, September 15, 2005 =D

3 exams today

it had been a long time i had lack of sleep..i slept...for..duno how many hours only...from 2-5 i sleep...the rest i study..although i study..ss..still cannot get into my brain...that chapter was easy for everyone but difficult on me..all those the rest i know except for that idiotic hot topic..first paper is english paper1...duno i write correct a not...think is correct but not sure..if correct then pass lor..then content of my paper like very dramatic and funny lei...duno what to do le la..then social studies paper..i complete structure but i duno what i am writing..wt..and no time to complete..the idiotic source based..its so idiotic...so hard for wad...then after that its break time til 2...eat yogurt..hahax..mus grow tal...study maths a sms dear dear a bit..study le..then after that i went to take the maths paper..so happy its chicken mcnuggets..hope i can pass with flying colours..because heard that paper 2 is hard..then after that went back home..hmm..then ops forget to buy pen..omg..this is serious..no pen die le..nvm go home steal my sister pen..hehex...dear dear said got something tell me..hmm..wad is it ner??...then went home very hungry..dig thingys to eat lor..duno y so hungry also..then dear dear and i chatted on phone le..he told me that he saw that bastard today..glad that he said that he was going to lose contact with gugu..and luckily he is losing contact with us le..hehexquick end prelims..quicker and quicker..i lub u my precious dear dear lao gong....keep thinking of u today..wish to be with u..i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..

Mood:tired

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005 =D

tomorrow prelims 3 subjects...

in the morning went to school lor..as normal..duno y today so tired..the earpain convert to 2 ears pain le..then CME exams i stomachahe..wt..hahax..then Mr Nor very funny he keep saying the model in the magazine is his gf...hahax..then recess read magazine and sms dear dear..then Maths lesson..haven even start....i accidentally flip to the page where is erm..girls' swimming suit page..-_-""..then i wanted to keep already.. Mr Nor confiscated.....lols..he confiscate becox he want to see the chio bu model.. lor..i wan to read de lols..then after school i went home.very tired...write a few sentence then sleep le..nvm today study til late late..hehex..miss dear dear so much..if tml dun have so many exams..i will find him today de..miss him lots..missing u..and i hate prelims....quick end prelims..quicker and quicker..i lub u dear dear....keep thinking of u today..wish to be with u..i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..

Mood:tired

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005 =D

Happy^^i Pass my EngliSH!!!!muhahahax

..today wake up 530...just to complete my chinese compre..wt...i thought i could not wake up..its a miracle for me..muhahax..today at school received the new time table..muhahax..we were dismissed at 1245 today..hehex..so good..the school rocks today..heex..then english lesson teacher give back EngLish compre test..hehex..i was so happy that i passed..but think it the other way round..this is a easy paper..perhaps..its not accurate..then after school.,stella come to my houseshe want to use computer..hmm..then let her use ba..i copy social studies notes to memorise and also talking with dear dear at the same time..stella write many people testi lor..then hehex..i watched finish ytd de my date with vampire 3...then after stella took bus home,dear dear said he wanted to come and find me..hehex..we met..we loitered around..and found a playground to sit..too bad..its too many mosquito bites..so itchy..we quickly went away...however,when i slided down the slide,i kana red strain from the slide..wt..aww..ppl thought i skirt stain sia...duno how..then dear dear sent me home..but we sited on 5th floor awhile..then my skirt kana stained by a red sticky thingy..yucks!!!then i sent dear dear to take 99 home..on the way saw a rat..i screamed...ops..y today sort of erm...nvm..then i went home after that..at night still got tuition..what a day nia..hmm...then dear dear broaded the bus, i miss him so much sia can't bear to leave him...i lub u dear dear...i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..

Mood:happy..english pass..

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Monday, September 12, 2005 =D

its a day..!sch reopen le...miss hoolidday sooo muchie.

its school reopen..i wake up so early..duno y i dun feel sleepy on the first day of school..instead..i feel..EAR PAIN!!!!!argh..then at school,yu fen passed me my present..hehex.its a bracelet.my third bracelet of the birthday.....then went back to class..do work lor..then i study..wake up girl..time to wake up...know that i hate study and dun feel like study..perhaps..its just too much study de after effect..so now i realise..its time to wake up..so i study lor.....hmm..stella director of act had told hui fen le...then dear dear at class headache so poor thingy..hmm..then luckily he recovered ^^English lesson teacher tell me i pass my compre..yea!!finally.....then after school..hui fen and i go jp..cause i need to buy her present..then after that go and find dear dear...then he said his frenz..sissy..then i heard the way he discribe iss really so sissy wor..i think 100% worst than lida....then we took bus home...n i miss him so much sia can't bear to leave him...i lub u dear dear...i tink i end here le ba...continue tml den.....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..

Special thanks for My BirThday
-dear dear
-shirley
-hui fen
-yu fen

Mood:bored

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Sunday, September 11, 2005 =D

hm...wad a day....

i overnight at huifen house..hui fen gave me half of my bd present first..another half to be continued...also got gave me many clothes..hmm..gained a lot of T-shirts..muahaha...thanks hf for ur gift...the skirt she gave rox..but i stil love dear 's present the best..haha..i slept at her house..air con so cold..the bracelet would tangle with the blanklet ..so i took out..then i sleep..wa..so cold...i duno y..the colder the air con the more pain is my ear..but i bear with it..tell myself..sleep ba..then sleep le..stomach also a bit weird last night..wads wrong with my stupid ear ner??..i had no idea...then i went home..i went to bath and tuition .after tuition i went home and chatted on phone with dear dear..we chatted..abt the sms i received last night..another idiotic bastard..i duno y there is such a person who only knows how to set ulterior motive and harm others and they gain nothing in the end..seriously,i dun understand...i had enough of insideous stupid creatures...then i went to gek poh and eat..after that,i went home and change my clothes and went to jp...then i dance ddr for once only..then i thought needed to buy hf present ma..then after i reached..she said tml....erm..ok..then walk around lor..after that went home..act wanted to play prank on the person i hated..but..public phone was used up....then i went home..then chatted with dear dear online.and waiting for my mama wash clothes..so i can bath ar..continue my life tml la...dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..

Mood:bored..

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Saturday, September 10, 2005 =D

HAPPY 100 DAYS 2 U MY DEAR LAO GONG

hehex..today early in the morning wake up at duno wad time..no morning talk nonsense today..hehex..then i online then chat chat with dear dear..today should be go sentosa de..but dear dear sick le..so poor thing..so must take care and rest at home...then afternoon eat lunch le..my parents collect the luggage for overseas..hmm..overseas..wad can i say ner ..then after that go to mac study lor..then study after that dinner mingshi,hf,me,yong cheng,shermen,and many ppl sharing 2 medium size pizza...hehe full full..after tt go to hui fen house..watch tv and waiting for computer at lan shop...while waiting..i called dear dear and chatted...then finally online le..never see dear dear today misssss him so much....then i nw chatting with my dear dear now lor..its overnight at hf house..long tym never overnight le....
dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao po u become more and more piao liang and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and piao liang day by day le wor.. HAPPY 100 DAYS 2 U MY DEAR LAO PO N I WILL LUV U ETERNITY,INFINITY n we will haf an EVERLASTING LUV n no matter wad i will olways b by ur side

Mood:fine

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Friday, September 09, 2005 =D

i will never forget today..never ever in my life i will forget..

early in the morning..never go school ar..then i do homework whole afternoon..i told hf the truth..yong fa win le la..such a dramatic excuse to lie to everyone i got migrad..so i think its better to tell the truth..i confess to hf about the clubbing secret and tell her to act nothing happen on monday..cox..i really dun wan a fake lie .something which dun exist to damage a friendship like this..finally dun need scare of hf..dear dear also today headache and like going to fever so poor thing ....then at night..after dinner..i went to meet dear dear and shirley..shirley and i dance ddr...hehex..after that 3 of us..went to the multi-storey carpark....they asked me to wait downstairs..i guess what surpise they going to give me ner??..then i waited and waited..then they are done..dear dear called me up..and we two run up..yea..they use the candle to arrange i luv u and light up..so nice and touching..feel like crying..then i hugged dear dear and kiss him..and also hug gugu..hehex.then dear dear help me wear the present he and gugu give..its bracelet and anklets and necklace..dolphin anklet..hehe dear dear know i love dolphin things^^and i love the necklace wor..also thanks gugu presents..special thanks to u all..then after that we play fire cracker and went home..cox its late le..continue my life tml ba..dear dear must take care wor..
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hehex..Frm:uR dar dar lao poTo: Ur dar dar lao gong..
dear thanks to be my lao gong..u are the best in my life..its our hundred day..i love u so much..time past so fast..i remember today and forever in my life..lao gong wo ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan yi bei zhi ...u are the vbest u become more and more shuai and ti tie and cute and ke ai and liao jie me le wor..MuaCks..HuggIes^^forever love u..our power of love cannot be break away no matter wad..^^
signing off^ur LaoPo

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Thursday, September 08, 2005 =D

happy BirThDaY 2 M3^^^^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^+*++*+*+*+*+*++*

today actually is boring birthday one...cause..my friends and i are celebrating tomorrow and saturday...then i wake up at 11am..i want to wake up earlier one..but i press the alarm and went back to sleep..then 11 plus then i saw all those messages...wa..bd message flooding..hmm...5 or 6..captain message me..well long tym no contact...but i got nothing to say to him..all i want is lost contact..cause i cannot remember him well....then afternoon go to eat..then went back home..yesh i going to complete the maths worksheet the thick thick that one....then went out meet dear dear cause he wants to pass me the presents today..hehex....then we went to west coast..then dear dear sing tong hua..wa..hmm...so nice...like guang liang lei..then i like the card dear dear gif me..handmade de..elbow pain while doing nia..i will keep the card de..put in so much effort wor..love ya...then dear dear 2 days nv eat lunch le..so poor thingy..how can?..hmm..then we walked to the route we never walk before...then time went fast..its going late soon so we got to go home...^^finally can watch NC16 le..next target..M18..lols...jkjk....continue tml den.....dear muz take care worz if nt i heart pain..must take care of ur elbow and mus eat more ar......dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..

Mood:happy
bd wishes:forever happy with u and me...
O lvl get gd grades..

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005 =D

its a long tym day...

my parents drag me out to buy winter clothes...cox..i m going to overseas during december..they took one whole afternoon to buy...v wad sia..going to sleep liao..then..i choose that one dun hav my size...so sad..then they say next week come collect..osks..whole afternoon le..then after that..dear dear past by..shock me nia...then went to jp..my papa take one whole hour in one shop..just to buy lugguage and pouch..i want to sleep le la..then i saw nick,shao wei n che hung..they too tall never saw me when they enter the shop..they even past by me so many times...hehex..clamoflage...then after that..eat..eat le buy winter shoes..then went home...
dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..

Mood:bored

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005 =D

gt a lot to say...

i wake up by hui fen's call...at 9am..then i wake up.tel my mama i lunch eat outside already..yet..she cook..then she blah blah blah..argh..fan ar...y today so fan de..then went to school..then Mr ho haven come yet....then after that 1 i went to canteen and find Mr ong..he haven come..yu fen tell me test her ss..cox she going to N lvl liao..then i test ...hehex..then mr ong reach le..go panel room..then air con so cool..^^then i got Mr ong hotmail liao..hehex..add teacher on msn..then can chit chat..then clubbing because of hui fen the whole class knows..-_-"
then even teacher also knows..then teacher say last time he was young he also like tt..lolx..then he teach physics..after that..they go superbowl..hui fen is overreacting and being a paranoid..ok lor..hui fen tell u this..u dun believe that u are overreacting right?...then compare ur reaction to other ppl reaction towards clubbing..even teacher also agree with that..and teacher even not big reaction lor.its u who say ppl mus be straightforward..then i straightforward in my blog hao le..sometimes i find that u are v helpful..and ur intention is gd..but sometimes u are sort of a big mouth...sometimes u are overeacting..u did not realise but i hope u are realising it...then after that i accompany dear dear to return bill..then he send me home..then omg we got discovered by my fang ke..duno she saw us a not.duno she will report a not...dear muz take care worz if nt i heart pain....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more piao liang and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and piao liang day by day le wor..

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Monday, September 05, 2005 =D

hehex...=x

hmm..morning was bored...i do homework...then after that..i went to meet dear dear..then we loiter...then after that dear dear buy a coke and dear dear used mouth to open sia..so pro..teeth sharp..then the the cap shot and made his tonuge numb..so poor thing..after that dear dear send me home.today is so fun with deardear.then we chatted on msn..and chatted on phone..gugu included.....continue tml den dear muz take care worz if nt i heart pain....dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more piao liang and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and piao liang day by day le wor..

Mood:fun..

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Sunday, September 04, 2005 =D

hmmM..

the new dvd player rox..hahax..kz..ytd clubbing rox wor..hehex..today i woke up v late..and i was late for my tuition..i went down and tuition..hehex got pizza to eat..muahahaha...nowadays a lot of things to eat..duno y today stomach sort of weird..go toilet 2 times only...think is the effect of shell roxs club..but overall stomach okay...then afternoon and dinner went out eat..the rest of the day stays at home online and chat with dear dear and love dear dear lots wors..then i wrote hf a birthday testi and HAPPY BIRTHDAY HF!!!!and HAPPY 3MONTHS ANNIVERSARY...then also got do homework also...then also wad i do today ner..got a new monkey keychain cox my papa dun wan..so hang the cat and monkey together on my wallet..hehex..then also upload a lot of friendster pictures from afternoon til now..then play tarots..finally..hungry ghost ended...hehex..yea....tarot card rox..addicted to tarot..bo bian..then at night watch my date with vampire 3...muahahhahax...then edited 2 of my photos..cox got a idiotic bastard hand ar..continue my life tomorrow ba..dear dear love u forever and eternity..we must be strong and united..we will never be apart no matter what had happened..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity..miss u wors...and wish to be with u every seconds..love u..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..u are always perfect and best in my heartx..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and wen rou and liao jie me and ke ai and tie xin and nice and good and shuai day by day le wor..and ur new hairstyle rox the house!!:)

Mood:^^
**************wishes*******************************
*HAPPY 3 months anniversary to my dear dear dar dar lovely lao gong...SWEET DAYS EVERYDAY^^
*HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIFEN HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN

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Saturday, September 03, 2005 =D

hf bd trip:^^**the maid.....shell freak club in steamboat

today jia yi and me drag hf go and watch the maid..many ppl say it was scary..i duno..then watch le..i am so disappointed with that show..its nt as scary as i think..humph..then dear dear go cut hair..can't wait to see him with his new style..hehex..then go eat jap food for lunch..duno y this time round i can eat a lot of wasabi..using dear dear method..then vivian and jane tag along after that..then walked around..then hf treat neoprint..after that jia yi and vivian gtg..wa lao...hf ar..can u stop acting like a mama like that??then i in the end keep her as my god mama..wad sia..lols......the three of us went to eat steamboat ba..then me the shell freak..eat one prawn..one crab ...one bowl of shark fin,...one chicken and a lot of shells..shells roxs...jane join in my shell freak club..cox..we only eat shells..and crabs..muhahax..hf frenz well..y so old..and duno them...after the marina sheell freak trip...jane and i went home together..i went to je and wait for dear dear and go clubbing...hehex..on the mrt we tok a lot of ghost stories..hehex..after that clubbing rox..y ner..cannot tell..its a secret...continue my life tml ba..dear dear miss u lots and hope u enjoy ur day today..hehex..love u eternity and infinity..hehex...

Mood:fun at clubbing wor hf..hehex..

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Friday, September 02, 2005 =D

hehex..so happy..=X..a happy secret..=X....hehex

hehex...=X=x...today so happy..u will know why for tuesday..a happy secret..with a happy smile..lols..hhehex..tml hui fen bd trip and today hf a lot of activities..wish hf happy birthday trip wor..hf..no matter wat i will still go the clubbing de..dun change my mind..and i will drink the alcoholic drinks and sorry for not listening to ur advice wor..i will still wear the clothes i think i should wear de..sorry ...but i got my own rights..hmm...hf and dear dear perpared to lost contact le..hmm..wad else....hahax...today nv go farewell party..ke siao liao too many hahax...then i went to find dear dear after school...then after that we walked home..hey hey a new route..muhahax...then reached home..then we tok tok for a long while..then dear dear need to go home le..i cannot bear to leave dear dear..i want to be with him every seconds..conitnue my life tml ...dear dear wo ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..i wan to hug u forever and dun let go..i love u forever and everlasting and eternity..and u are always best and perfect in my heart..wishh to be with u every miliseconds...lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and sweet and caring and tie xin and liao jie me more and more le...
Mood:happy..hehex..=X

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Thursday, September 01, 2005 =D

hmm..wad can i say....

today i just lied in front msnin and onlining and do compre and chatted on phone with shirley and dear dear...i must believe THE unitedness OF us WILL change the destiny that is written...I need 2 B strong FOR wads HAPPENING,no MATTER hw DRAMATIC...jia you lets be united together..the future must be changed ...changed for the better..prevention..no matter how slim is the chances...tarot i need you...looking in the bright side of life^^..continue my life tml ba.........dear dear lao gong,i love you lots and eternity and forever and everlasting and infinity..ashiteruu..i wished to be with you forever,every seconds,cherishing every moments we had....i wanted to be with u only u..lao gong wo ai ni yi sheng yi shi yong yuan yong yuan bu feng kai...hao ai ni..... hao xiang ni.........dear dear dar dar lao gong,you had become more and more cute and ti tie and liao jie me and ke ai and piao liang and v v piao liang day by day le..

Mood:looking in the bright side for everything..^^

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