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Wednesday, August 31, 2005 =D

wad can i say??..the lost world......

its teacher days celebration..i had not give Mr nor's card ...hmm...cause cannot find him..then the performance is all dance and electronic guitar..then got set up stalls but i never go..because its for sure nothing to seethen i reached home i called dear dear and chat after that i bathed and i slept..then after i woke up..i do a bit of compre then went to jp and dance DDR...after that,we met th and wy...we discuss abt the bastard...then after that,th got to go...so three of us talked about the bastard..then he was much more worst than hell..well ..well ... well...although i said i was angry with hell...but i was numb ...i got no comments..then went to arcade and play....then after that went to eat..after that,we went home..then on the way home,discovered..realised a lot of things.....then went home brushed teeth,shirley called me..we chatted til 2am i kana scolded by my mama and hung up the phone...we chatted a lot of things.. i found that..i was numb about the past..nothing went right,everything went wrong...past memories was so vague..hey guys,try not mention my past osks??cannot remember a lot...i am lost...perhaps..one day..i will totally forgot some things...perhaps thats wad we called the selective memories.....situation will turns out bad..i only can said..lets be united as one..speechless of what i discovered..the complicated world of disaster...

continue my life tml ba..dear dear lao gong,i love you lots and eternity and forever and everlasting and infinity..ashiteruu..i wished to be with you forever,every seconds,cherishing every moments we had....i wanted to be with u only u..lao gong wo ai ni yi sheng yi shi yong yuan yong yuan bu feng kai...hao ai ni..... hao xiang ni.........dear dear dar dar lao gong,you had become more and more cute and ti tie and liao jie me and ke ai and shuai and v v shuai day by day le..

Mood:...i thought it was the ending of the begining...but it was the begining of the ending..

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Tuesday, August 30, 2005 =D

hmm...

today PE lesson so weird.Mr Nor announce in front of the whole class say i got bf..hw he know?how sia???weird..then during lesson i lesson lor..then after recess got duno wad talk...the talk is about a sucessful doctor who is a handicapped..he is also marathon runner sia..omgomg..hw can he be so incredible..????then after school,eat le go back class..then wait for AM mock exams..should i take Amaths or Emaths??Amaths ba..i wan to testing..then duno hw to do..in the end finish faster can go home earlier..then i release early..then meet dear dear and walked me home...^^^^after that reached home le..continue my life tml ba...dear dear lao gong u are the best and perfect and nicest sweetest...i love u forever and lots and infinity and eternity....love u yong yuan yong yuan ..yi bei zi..ai qing wang suai..forever in love with u..lao gong u become more and more ti tie and sweet and liao jie me and ke ai and nice day by day le....
lao gong,my life will be incomplete without u...love is something thats comes into my life because of u...it makes me smile when i dun have to try...

Mood:happy

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Monday, August 29, 2005 =D

hmM....

today,i went to school and forgot to bring badge...luckily hui fen lend me her badge...after that during lesson i just listen and like that lor..recess time loiter here and there and sms dear dear after school,wei xia and me went to jp together..i was so happy^^i got regular for my VVA attendance..i know that i was less than regular.it was Ms seeto magnious ...so good..no need to scare conduct fair le..then went to jp after school with wei xia.i pay my bill and wei xia buy her stuff and CD..then we 2 buy sushi eat..yum yum...then i wait for dear dear at the MRT station..then hmm...wait and wait..hehex..dear dear arrived le..then we walked home..we testing a anyhow route and arrived at pioneer mall...lols...then walked home..then cannot bear to leave dear dear nia...continue my life tomorrow ba...dear dear i love you lots and forever and eternity and everlasting...yong yuan yong yuan yi bei zhi zi xiang he ni zai yi qi no matter what....hao xiang ni hao ai ni wor...love u so much..u are the best and perfect in my heart..dear dear dar dar lao gong u become more and more shuai and ti tie and ke ai and lovely and sweet and romantica and liao jie me day by day le...

mood:hMm....

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Sunday, August 28, 2005 =D

i m tired...

its just another day..today tuition i overslept and went to tuition at 930 to 1++..went home eat already online and chat with dear dear..so sweet write testi for me then i write a testi for dear dear and write my blog of ytd..then after that i do homework and chat with dear dear and listen to crap music at the same time..dun feel like doing homework..it was so..nvm..i am tired of studying..passion of studying had faded away..why must people study?why must there be exams?students with good grades does not mean they are clever in the society...its was so unfair...i dun wan to study...i got no feel for it..dear dear and i chatted on phone..and then dear dear went to bath..then now nothing to do..life is boring and lifeless without dear dear by my side..continue my life tml ba...dear dear i love u eternity and forever and infinity and everlasting and yi shen yi shi and yong yuan yong yuan bu feng kai no matter wad..and miss u wor...dear dear lao gong,u are more and more shuai and ti tie and cute and liao jie me and handsome day by day le wor...hao xiang ni..

Mood:bored...HATE STUDY

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Saturday, August 27, 2005 =D

i will never forget today..

in the morning i got nothing to do..muhahahahax...ytd i delete my past entries..cox is so extra and waste space..then in the afternoon i revising and message dear dear ask later how..and we decided to meet at 415..then set..after we meet,we took train to redhill and brought surplee..wa..dear dear and i drink til headache and stomach weird..then dear dear so poor thing because of the surplee he become so nose itchy after that..hmm if never brought surplee he would not so poor thing le..then we take MRT to marina..then dear dear gt one frined reach v early we waited so long then know..then after that his friend tell us to walk walk first..then we walked to marina and played arcade..me blur blur the game need 2 coin i duno and i put one coin..then played..then after dear dear friends come le they want to play arcade then we two nothing to do we went to the seaside and so romantic i loved the sea breeze and we played 1 part of titanic so romantic and fun and enjoyable and sweet..then after that we went to steamboat le..dear dear keep help me cook ^^so sweet..then i keep put many food for him..if not he hungry then heart pain wor..then i eat a lot of the shell kind of thing..hehex..then after that we two go off first..we ran to the mrt station..then after that dear dear take to chinese garden then alighted..miss dear dear so much..then i alighted from boon lay mrt station..and take 243 home ..then take bath and message dear dear then sleep le..continue my life tml ba..dear dear more and more shuai and handsome and cute and ti tie and liao jie me and wen rou day by day le wor..dear nv see u one seconds feel so lifeless nia..i love u forever and eternity and everlasting and infinity and yong yuan yong yuan bu fen kai zhi xang he ni zai yi qi...forever love u only..and hao xiang ni wor..

Mood:romantica

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Friday, August 26, 2005 =D

the programmes of poly and jc talks in our school..

its so boring.My result slips i failed 4 subject..die le i duno hw to give my parents...Ms heng is so funny when she scold people..i cannot stand it anymore..AMaths lesson,Mr ching gave me AM notes...how he knows i want that notes ?i tell him i drop Amaths..perhaps..i still like that subject ba...Is it wrong to drop a subject i used to love?...hmm..then PE lesson retake standing broad jump..Mr Nor scold people de..sold me tell me faster jump even put nick's leg there..but i still fail..then recess time went to the bus which parks there..the bus inside is about SP stuff..interesting..then went back to class..message dear dear...after that is chinese test..so bored..sleep immediately i complete the paper..because tired la..and so easy to finish the paper..then after school so bored...must wait til 2..then went to the hall.sit til leg cramp argh..and so hot and so bored..some is interesting but some is not..then talk end at 4 then went around the exhibit then went to class and take survey then can released..then hui fen and i went to jp and loiter..i brought a gloomy bear keychain..wad sia the bear is same as shirley's one...then went home..then go bath and chat on msn with dear dear miss u lots wor..hao xiang ni..wo ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan dao tian chang di jiu ..dear dear lao gong u are forever perfect and best in my heart..lao gong u become more and more ke ai and lovely and shuai and cute and ti tie and liao jie me day by day le...ai ni and xiang ni wor..

Mood:alright la

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Thursday, August 25, 2005 =D

my watch spoil..new watch ^^

dear dear bring me home after school today.then he waited for me to change and went out..then we walked to jp...then we loitered so long and no place to go..duno y saw so many people i know..i also playing with dear dear cap..wa...cannot see sia wear cap so difficult to see things..then i wear cap not nice de...then went to jp..shino finally reached..then we went to gift a name because shino wants to buy present for his crush...gugu reached le..we went to play DDR..hehex..then i played para para..today gd..i completed all stages..i duno y sometimes so gd sometimes so lousy..then when i take off my watch while playing DDR,my watch belt spoilt...my X-watch..so style..yet spoilt...sobs..i felt so sad..then played DDR..so fun..ops..my sch frenz saw me Dancez..then after that went to comic collection..hehex..gloomy bear!!!!that bloody bear keychain ..i want..gonna buy it..but not today..then i brought a new watch..pink one..the belt is thick and hard..the design is nice and pretty^^..then dear dear sent me to school..today dear dear so sweet wor..then reached school,i realised that i brought a spoilt watch..then i saw xin yi and jasmine..hm..then i duno y at there crapping..and also revising chinese..then i we chat and wadever...xin yi talk about y shirley suddenly lost memories..i did not tell her the reason..after that,i left at 830..hui fen needs a accompany..because..she needs to cry...so okay lor..then after that..she cry le..then i went to jp and fix my watch then went home..wa..late..then blogged here..and suddenly, i got a urge to delete the entries of b4 May..reason being..its the past and because wads the use of putting my idiotic past when i gt no more feelings and sick and tired of my past..i gt no feelings for my past..so i think i will delete it sooner or later..cox its a waste of space with no use..unless sum1 stop me and say he or she wants to read...i wants to forget the past...just plainly wants to not becox i feel sad and cannot forget ..just because i think is pointless and idiotic.....conitinue my life tml ba..dear dear love you lots and forever and eternity and everlasting...wo ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan u are always perfect and best in my heart..i love u forever and dear dear lao gong u becum more and more shuai and cute and ti tie and sweet and liao jie me day by day le wor......hao xiang ni lao gong..nv see u will feel lifeless de
mood:happy

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Wednesday, August 24, 2005 =D

today...hmm..

its so fun during english lesson..aishah knows leg yoga..wait..let me recall..her leg yoga is better than dear dear..and i think her bones is make of rubber..then after school...eugene is so interesting..he walked on the bar of the railing and sometimes got touch the ceilings sometimes he dun..he can land on the floor with both feet...eugene gt a nickname called bird..and my classmates say he is trying to fly..hw he train sia..so interesting..after that is poa lesson...so a while only..so great..then when to find dear dear..he walked me home..miss dear dear so much..1 second nv see him feel so lifeless..then today see him then so happy..wl nv pester us anymore le..muhaha..then at night i went to night study..hehex..wei xia hp got powerpuff girl game..so fun..wad sia..focus go there is study not powerpuff girl..then goign to complete one maths paper le..then went home..then blogging and chatting on msn with dear dear...conitinue my life tml ba..love dear dear lots and forever and eternity and infinity and everlasting...no matter wad i will be by ur side lao gong..and nv let u get hurt ..and u are always perfect in my heart..i love u from the bottom of my heart and ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan bu feng kai..lao gong u become more and more cute and ti tie and liao jie me and shuai day by day le wor

Mood:fun

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005 =D

haix..sianxx...

today is sian..at class is just normal lor..then during the mock exam,Mr nor play spinning top while we doing the paper..wad sia..so funny..then after mock exam,actually want to retake nafa test.but since everyone is playing truant..so i also never go to retake..just a standing broad jump..no big deal..after that i went home..thne my mama ask me wan to go buy clothings..i chose a nice nice one^^^^then go eat...after that went home..haix everyone offline..continue my life tomorrow...dear dear love u eternity and infinity and forever and everlasting...love u from the bottom of my heartx..u are the best and perfect in my heart..dear dear lao gong,u becum more and more shuai and handsome and ti tie and liao jie me day by day le wor..hao xiang ni..ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan frm the bottom of my heartx...xiang ni..

Mood:hmm..

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Monday, August 22, 2005 =D

today...wad can i say

its so bored...i went to school..wl called..i bo bian because i dun wan the whole public look at me with my hp ringing..then he asked me got go chalet..i lied and said yes..then when to school..so many free period..during the free period..i read story book and wadever..then so boring.i was glad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i pass my english common test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i passed..i passed..!!!!its very very nan de for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!althought is a 30/60...chinese lesson i went to 42..cox teacher nv come need to go 42 for lesson..i find wei xia weird today..she is sort of cold to me..i cannot think of a reason y....nvm dun care her..then after that i went to find dear dear..then we went to his school and explore..then we went to find shirley to settle things ..then we went home...now online chating with dear dear and shirley..continue my life tomorrow....dear i love u eternity and infinity and forever and lots and lots..wish to be by ur side forever and eternity and wish to be by ur side every miliseconds.....lao gong u are the best and love u frm the bottom of my heart.lao gong u are more and more shuai and ti tie and cute and liao jie me day by day le

Mood:happy

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Sunday, August 21, 2005 =D

holiday for december...

my parents say that they are going to bring my whole family to holiday^^^^i was so happy.at home,i was chating with dear dear..after that.my family and i went to outram park..on the MRT ...i called dear dear..and..i was so sick and tired of WL!!!..i got nothing to say about him...insideous guy..i will never forgave his every actions..spoil my normal life..argh...after went to the outram park,we book tickets..its on december 2 to 9...location shanghai..^^muhaha i was awaiting for shanghai trip..never go before...then after that,went to eat dinner.eat clam spagetti..after that,went home..i could not forget..the situation now..the idiot which threatens everyone...i never get into such a situation..haix..focus dun think too much about the troubled situation..it will be solved..think in the positive way...if only time can turn back to the past..i wish..to change a lot alot of things...the situation is fatal...its scary..its more scarier than horror movies..more dramatic than drama..i cannot believe..there is such a scary guy in the world..i am so scared..so scared by him..continue my life tomorrow ba..i love u lots and forever and eternity and infinity....love u forever......lao gong wo ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..bu nen mei you ni..wo hao xiang yong yuan liu zai ni shen bian bu fang kai...no matter wad...we will be together forever..i love u always..lao gong u are always perfect in my heart..lao gong u become more and more shuai and handsome and cute and ti tie and liao jie me and ke ai day by day le..i love u from the bottom of my heart..

Mood:the parallel universe of liars........

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Saturday, August 20, 2005 =D

i hate ppl acting 24hrs a day..like a idiot insideous creature

today act is a happy day..but i was so surpise wl got come..then he is such a nuisance argh..then i running i keep li siao..argh..he like so chit cha..i buay tahan him...in the end after gym,he send me to central and eat..argh..i buay tahan le..he force me told him my secret by saying lies that he said he know..then i lied back..using mind and words..lied back to convince him wad he think is true...then later i told him in sms is a lie..then after finally eat finish,i just ran to take bus and fled to find dear dear and shirley..i hate him..he told me lies that scared me..i duno hw to cope and scare me.he is so insideous trying to break me and dear dear up he is so arghhhhhh..i hate 24 hrs actors and actress...he is such a bastard..worst til he can read ppl mind..then i reached chinese garden,i met dear dear and shirley..we tok..i felt so scary and i hate him so much that i tear to cups..then we played oujia..hmm..the spirits dun tell anything..i can sense that something going to happen soon..something big..after that i went home...now chating online with gugu and dear dear....continue my life tomorrow ba..dear dear i love u lots always and eternity...i love u love u love u..can't live without u...its all my fault..i shouldn't have take taxi...dear i love u always...from the bottom of my heart...wo ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..yong bu fen kai..zhi xiang liu zai ni sheng bian every miliseconds...........hao xiang ni..lao gong u become more and more piao liang and cute and ti tie and sweet and liao jie me.........i love u forever.......

Mood: i HATE LIARS especiallys those who act 24hrs a day..i cannot tahan it anymore

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Friday, August 19, 2005 =D

fun...

at school,...i really felt tired..not physically but emotionally ...then after school,i rushed home to go kbox..cause hui fen get a1 she treat whole class..so fun..andy like girl sia...then i went to act missing awhile..i go find dear dear at k pool^^i was so surpise he want to buy ring for me for propose^^i was so surpise and happy and so so happy..then we went to chose..all ring size too big then his all ring too small...then i also chose a anklet^^..dear i love u lots u are the best..then dear dear went home i went to kbox and sing song..after sing song...i went to play para para ..wad sia..the song is too loud til my leg is vibrating..i cannot concentrate..in the end i dance like one kind like that..then i went home after that,hmm..just nice to burn papers for hungry ghost festival..then after that i went home and online..dear lao gong i love ulove ulove ulove ulove ulove ulove ulove u..dear u are the best and perfect always in my heart..love u from the bottom of my heart and love u always foever and eternity and infinity..lao gong ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan dao tian zhang di jiu yong bu fen kai..lao gong u become more and mroe ti tie and cute and ke ai and shuai and liao jie me days by days le

Mood:happy

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Thursday, August 18, 2005 =D

a tinge of sadness,a tinge of lifeless ,a tinge of stressfulness...can time swtich back to the past??

in school,i paid attention..its cold today..i enjoyed the fog in the morning because i think that i looks very nice..after school,wei liang and shirley wants me to pick seashells with them at pasir ris..but i want to study..so i reject..after that,dear dear said wants to buy fish together..so i follow him..cox i feel like keeping a pet..then after that,we cannot find a suitable one so i went home and went to school to study again.....nothing go in..i manage to finish only 1 poa question which cannot even balance and half a Emaths questions..because i only stare at the question with nothing go in..i duno y i forget the very basics of poa..my mind is blank ..only blank piece of mind..not working..not thinking..like a lifeless girl..after the night study,hui fen and i walk to the bus stop,hui fen and i talked..then somehow she guessed right my stress i have over since last year...she is right..the more i want to try and study,the more i will slack..its the result of too much stress and the effect is slacking..its the stress that causes me to slack..the thing i tried to control since last year..the thing i am tired of..and now i am finally too tired that i could hardy move..i cried for as much as i could...i am too tired..i am lifeless i cannot move..i am such a melancholic...nothing moves me on..i could not understand..this cruel world..the world of sadness ..forcing people to study..if,i had a chance to return to the past,i will chose to remain in normal academic and enjoy my life.....never again will chose to go to express..i have regretted chosing a path that sorrows me..chosing a path that will never be the same..i want a simple life..no high marks normal marks and normal girl happy enjoy her life not stressing...can this be done??to be continued.....dear wo ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..ni shi wo de zui ai wo ai ni yi bei zhi yong bu fen kai...love u lots and forever and eternity..i want to be with u forever...miss u lots and lots hao xian hao xiang ni..i love u frm the bottom of my heart..i wants to be with u whenever or where ever you are in ur ups and downs...

Mood:this is madness...the world is crazy..berserks..

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005 =D

i got a lot of things to say and rant ...

FIRST!!!I HAVE MY OWN RIGHTS AND OWN OPINION AND PT OF VIEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SECOND I GOT A BIG BIG DIZZY HEAD TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!y must alter my points of views and persuading me to not give up on this and that when i know that i cannot cope with it...on your point of view and thinking u think that is this this and this..after that u say that its just my point...CAN I CHOSE NOT TO LISTEN in the 1st PLACE?if i dun listen u will be continue persuading.....til i need to listen.....then after school,i went home and rest..i was too dizzy and i went to find shirley and th..hmm..interesting..i know another frenz that have vision..hmm..interesting to know a lots of supernatural facts..hahax.dear dear reached after that...then after that we explore the haunted place nearby..hm..i cannot see anything..its always like that..i can only see mosquito..but i feel weird at that place..damn weird feeling...then after that dear dear need to rush home so he send me to chinese garden..then i reached jp..hmm..sin ping had not reached..so i went to walk around..buy things to eat..i thought it may somehow ease the headache somehow..but it did not..sobs..then went to night study..at there look at the paper..i do halfway cahnge q..then sleep at there cox i cannot tahan my head..then after my headache gone,its already 8++..so sad..then on the way home i miss a lot of bus..bus missed me:(then reached jp,we eat yogurt..cox sin png eating yogurt nowadays duno y..then long time no eat de me want to grow tall follow her eat^^..then take bus and went home to blog and SLP
continue my life tml..dear dear ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and sweet and ti tie and liao jie me day by day le..hao xiang ni

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005 =D

many things to say..

EM teacher Mr nor persuade us not to retake mother tongue because it is a waste of time..but i want to retake...duringAM lesson,aishah and i told Mr ching that we wanted to give up on a maths..not that i dun love that subject anymore..instead i have give deep thoughts of it seems the stupid topic starts.i know that i cannot do it..because that subject is difficult..i love it but weak at it..seeing Mr chin disappointed face..i feel guilty..i cannot cope with so many subjects..then i skip the Amaths extra lesson and met dear dear..then we walk walk...after that i went home and rest awhile and went to school for night study..i called Mrs tong to teach me acid,bases and salt...hm..finally sort of know it le..but still blurz...cause cannto absorb so many de ma..after that,sin ping and i take bus to jp and walk home..then buy yogurt and eat..nice nice..must eat more yogurt if not after 16 yr old cannot grow tall liao..1 mth more cannot grow tall le so must jia you..continue my life tml..dear dear ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..lao gong u become more and more shuai and cute and sweet and ti tie and liao jie me day by day le..hao xiang ni

Mood:happy

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Monday, August 15, 2005 =D

HmMmMm...+~+~+~+~+~hw come today saw so many people

today hui fen did not come school,so poor thing think that she too stress til sick le..must take care ma..recess,dear dear and hui fen message me i told hui fen to rest well..then chinese lesson..i made final decision i want to retake chinese O..then i went to find dear dear at lakeside mrt after school as he told me so..then he hide i cannot find him then he appeared..then we walked to jp..then on the way to jp's seven eleven,my classmates saw him and me..then i said hello and bye bye cox dear dear walked too fast and he shy..then he walked me home...after that,i walked dear dear to 99 bus stop cause dun wan him to leave ma..then after he board the bus i saw liana and aishah..hmm..hw come i saw so many of my classmates today??hmm..weird..then i went home..i was thinking of dear too much til my father beside me i duno..then he suddenly ask me wad i thinking..lol.scare me sia..then we went home..i bath and then chat with dear dear..ontinue my life tomorrow ba.dear dear lao gong,u are more n more shuai and cute and ti tie and sweet and liao jie me day by day le wor..and i love u frm the bottom of my heart and love u forever and eternity and infinity and lots..i miss u..ai ni yong yuan yong yuan yi bei zi...no matter wad,i will always love u..

Mood:happy

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Sunday, August 14, 2005 =D

hmm..study day..

at ten,i went to tuition til twelve...then after that,i online and chat with dear dear and we talk on phone..hm...then dear dear got to hang up le..i dun wan...but no choice....actually they want to take photo at night..but..i already told sin ping that i study with her tonight already..and i really scare of O..i need more time to study...then i went to study..and the outing is cancelled..then i write notes lor..then dear dear message me at the same time^^^^then study til 10 like that sin ping and i went home,because its quite late..then after that,i went home and cannot find my calculator..hm...where is it??then i heck care and went to sleep...and dear dear i miss u lots..i feel lifeless and bored without u by my side..i wish that i could be by ur side forever and eternity..i love u lots and forever and eternity and infinity..i love u frm the bottom of my heart..and i miss u lots wor..dear lao gong wo ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan bu feng kai ..bu guan fa shen se mo shi,wo hui yong yuan zai ni shen bian

Mood:missing u..

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Saturday, August 13, 2005 =D

today...

at home sleep until 11...then i wake up then i online and chat with dear dear..after that i let my sister use then i watch a bit of ndp and sian le..then i went to th house and listen songs..and dear dear there also..after that,shirley come le..then we sit there awhile and then we went down to take photos^^..then the pictures is so nice but no battery in the end..then we went to th house to upload the photos..then th and shirley wanted to watch inuyasha..me and dear dear waited for shirley downstairs..then after shirely reached,we went to pasam malam eat eat..v nice wor..dear dear cannot tahan the temptation of my food so i feed him a few bites..heex...then after that went home lor..hmm..and online and hat with dear dear...dear dear i wish to be with u everyseconds..and love u lots and infinity and eternity and forever..ai ni yi bei zi yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan...no matter wad,always by ur side..love u frm the bottom of my heart..lao gong,u become more and more ke ai and shuai and ti tie and liao jie me day by day le

Mood:alright

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Friday, August 12, 2005 =D

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its the chinese O level result..i get B4..i felt so sad..i think over for hours whether should i retake...then i think i retake lor..then i went to jp with hf..after that i went home and went out to meet dear dear..win liao lor..th hw can like that..i reach le no one tell me they at th house..then after that,dear dear picked me up and we walked to th house downstairs...then after that watch them played basketball for awhile..then i need to go to night study..when i reached there,i study for about an hour,i went to explore all around the school..v sian one..duno y stella scare til like that..then i and her got goosebumps on somewhere near the ava room..i remember its haunted there..then after that,we went out to explore jurong park...then its seems so bored..nothing want..huifen scared til she cry..omg..then we want to went to the tang dynasty but so bored only haven even go in then they must go home...then after that eugene and i went to blue block alone to explore cox the others need to go home and wadever..then the blue block sort of close after the third storey..and the whole blue block is no one live de lor..and so stupid they dun let us go 3rd floor and above..then i went home lor..then chat with dear dear online..win liao lor..duno th deliberate or wad..i go liao then they go take photo ..take til so shuang..win le lor..then i now chatting with dear dear...continue my life tml ba ..dear dear miss u lots wor and love u forever and eternity and infinity..wish to see u each and every miliseconds..wo ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan bu fen kai..wo hao xiang ni..and lao gong u becum more n more handsome,ke ai ,ti tie,wen rou,shuai,liao jie me day by day le wor

MOod:i hate chinese O..

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Thursday, August 11, 2005 =D

i cried for O level english oral today..

i forgot there was oral today...because of the too many holidays..after that,i went to take entry proof from mrs ang..i just literary practise my oral...i hate conversation so much..i cried right before my oral examinations..i tried to stop...but cannot..then i did not know how to concentrate..then when i read the passage to the teacher,i was sniffing and reading in so called monotone and sad tone as ...i was so scared that i cried..i panicked too much..after the oral...i think i done badly..how can someone done well when she was crying and taking exams at the same time..after that,i went home lor..then i cried again..duno y a oral only correct?y cry?but i stil cry..haix.....message dear dear..oh he was in jp checking hp..hm..dun disturb him ba..then idiotic blogger..kept auto sign out...i should had bring my hp frm tml onwards..think there is no bag check..its just some bluff people kind of thing.....haix...sad ar..surely did badly..all because of my idiotic crying which i duno y..:(:(:(:(continue my life tomorrow ba..dear dear,my love for u is deeper than the sea..and i love u lots and infinity and eternity..i love u forever yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan...ai ni yi bei zi..hao xiang ni..xiang si ni le..and lao gong u becum more and more shuai ti tie liao jie me ke ai wen rou day by day le wor..

Mood:sad...

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005 =D

bored..

i used one hour to do finish a stupid compre summary...because..my mind was not there...after that,i shirley kept pestering me go to marina eat steamboat..aiya..means diedie must go their outing like that...i want to go..but if i die die cannot go then u all can go yourself de ma...but die die wan me go..wad sia..y force me..y y y!!!?????i really cannot go de ma..fed up le lor..my mum dun let me go out..then i went to revise chemistry..first thing i look at the book..my mind is blank...all i want is to burn books and tear papers..i did not know how to cope with my 7 subjects in just a few months..i cannot cope when my mind did not want to absorb things and i start to hate books which is not my choice..i force myself to study..but cannot..argh..i very stress le lor..then after that,we never met...dear dear and me went out for awhile..i really wanted to relieve some stress......then that stupid surveyor........i thought it was just a surveyor...in the end it was church dragger...wt....then i felt -_-""when i listened to them..then i went to find dear dear...we went to west coast..dear dear said he was thinking of whether or not he should take private O....hm......every choice he made is a dangerous move..but no matter what choice dear dear made,i will support him^^^^...then after that,we went home and i blogging and study lor..haix....decided le..if i really cannot make it...i duno......the books suux...I HATE BOOOKKKS....i got no interest in idiotic textbooks...haix..used to be good in study in sec2...not now anymore......continue my life tml........n nw i miss dear dear so much..wish that can be with dear dear each and every day ..everymiliseconds..i love him lots and forever and eternity and infinity...lao gong u become more and more ke ai and shuai and ti tie and liao jie me and wen rou day by day le wor..miss u..love u so much..hao xiang hao xiang ni

Mood:study sux...life sux....books sux a lot..

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Tuesday, August 09, 2005 =D

Happy 40+h BiRthDay SinGaPoRe

its was so fun...muhaha.in the morning,i did compre passage .in the afternoon,i accompany lee wee to jp and brought her stead present..the shopkeeper very friendly and funny ...then lee wee chose..hm..cannot say wad present ..okay?...after that,lee wee and i walked home,i did a bit of compre passage then its time to went out and met dear dear..dear dear went to took the army poster then i keep knocking his head with the poster..heex..then he also knock me back..then i got mud in my slipperthen i went to wash the mud..then lee wee and her stead reached le..then after washed mud..Lets double dating^^^^heex..then we loiter around and at last went to iceskate to feel the cool air...felt like skating:(..it had been a long time i never skate already...then i listened to dear dear sing song..then after that,th arrived..then we went to find him and we watched the live parade..which there was so many head blocking and i could not see a single thing..then after that we rushed to watch the tankers..but it was so slow..i waited and waited til very bored.finally it came..wa so ncie and big and huge...then got a big fat woman..her butt sat on my leg..but she got no feeling..then i tried to get my leg out..finally..then shirley pushing me..omgomg..my leg going to go in again...then i told shirley dun pushed me..then i stand more side...not behind her butt again...its weird went people sitting on your feet ..u know..then the army soldiers got gave goodie..it was cookie..then they pushed me...almost fall down..lucky dear dear held on me^^...then after the wadever,dear dear went to his house and took the digi camera wire and passed to th to upload all those pictures..after that,both accompany shirley and me to wait for bus..three 99 bus was so full that no space to broad it..then th said tomorrow dinner went to marina to eat steamboat..i think most probably can..but..if i go out too often,percentage of going out is much lesser..it is more than 90 percent can go de so should be okay de ma....then..shirley and me decided to broad mrt train home...then the 99 bus passed by us and no people on broad ..wt...then we broaded mrt lor..then i saw jiaming they all..-_-""..first thing on the bus ,they said i primary 4 streaming ar??...shirley still laugh somemore..then..blah blah blah..then my stop le..alighted then reached home to bath and sleep...continue my llife tml ba^^n happy 40th bdae singapore....n nw i miss dear dear so much..wish that can see dear dear each and every day ..everymiliseconds..i love him lots and forever and eternity and infinity...lao gong u become more and more ke ai and shuai and ti tie and liao jie me and wen rou day by day le wor..miss u..love u so much..hao xiang hao xiang ni

mood:fun

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Monday, August 08, 2005 =D

boring day..

sian...its so bored..i went to school and celebrate a stupid day which is god stupid enough..because all i see is people marching and the singing of songs no one sing..everyone is like not enthu thats y the whole atmosphere look so sian..everyone loiter and wadever..they gave goodie bag..and the goody bag erm...nvm..heng actually gt extra lesson but in the end cancelled,thats great..then dear dear actually want to fetch me home de but due to the did not know wad time dismiss,he stay at home..miss dear dear so much..i went home then i study lor..must jia you..study hard..then when i blog in the evening so buay tahan the blog got problem keep on auto sign out..then i love my blogskin nia..first time use white skin..new blog =new mood=refresh myself..hehex..and change my mood for a better when the skin is so chio^^..and continue my life tomorrow lor..awaiting for tomorrow..i miss dear dear so much..wish that can see dear dear each and every day ..everymiliseconds..i love him lots and forever and eternity...lao gong u become more and more ke ai and shuai and ti tie and liao jie me and wen rou day by day le wor..miss u..love u so much..hao xiang hao xiang ni
Mood:boring..must study

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Sunday, August 07, 2005 =D

hmMm.........

dear diary,
early in the morning,my mum and sister on the television too loud,i could not sleep..therefore i woke up at nine plus...then eat lor..eat le..hui fen message me whether want to go to accompany her go jp buy classmates presents and go je library after that.i said okay..her message said change the time 2 12pm can?then i thought is 212pm met her.then i late...omg..hui fen at there loiter so lonely..so sorry sia...then we walked here and there dear dear also message me at the same time..heex..then after that i brought ear stick..hehex..then we brought a lot of present lor..then went to je..went to je library awhile only then hui fen's mum called her went back to home..went back home just to look after her little sister and her brother who is sec 2 can look after de lor..her mum so wad sia..then after that i went home and then blogged..later at night still got tuition..haix...hm...tml celebration surely 100%guarentee plus chop damn boring de..miss dear dear lao gong so much..miss him lots and eternity and infinity..love dear dear more than anyone else..lao gong u are more and more ti tie ke ai shuai liao jie me and wen rou day by day le wor...^^wo ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan ..feel v sian without u by my side

Mood:not bad la..

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Saturday, August 06, 2005 =D

i hav a lot to say

dear diary,
today is the firework day^^before that i and dear dear went to play my favourite yellow bag..heex..after that,dear dear,me and shirley went marina south to watch firework and its great^^then after that,we went to eat...after eating,we went to take train..shirley cannot go in because train got too many people so we wait for her at red hill..then in red hill, we board her train she came out..then we went to jurong east..this time we asked her to come out.then i v tired then lean on dear dear shoulder..then shirley come out le.then she seems moody..something to do with her kan kor..her kan kor too much le lor..she should scold him de lor..bu ke yi ren ta bai bu...then after that..dear dear alighted at chinese garden..miss dear dear nia..then shirley and i went to macdonald eat twisted fries..we 2 at there chat chat..then duno y we chatted to hell there..i discovered something..something sad..i never knew i will cried..tears flowed down immediately after i heard..i think is just my sympathatic tears for him..if any1 tell me this during last yr end,i might cried for him with not just sympathetic tears but something more..and my heart had died for him long ago.....i have wronged him..i thought he was a bastard until yesterday...then i walked home..my parents saw the bag i chose..they said the quality not bad^^^^hehex..i got taste de wor...and left the last one ...then after that i went to bath and slept.continue my life tml..^^dear dear lao gong i love u forever and more than any1 else....lao gong u are the most ke ai shuai ti tie and liao jie me de.love u yong yuan yong yuan yi shen yi shi..bu fen kai..infinity and eternity love

Mood:^happy

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i hav a lot to say

dear diary,
today is the firework day^^before that i and dear dear went to play my favourite yellow bag..heex..after that,dear dear,me and shirley went marina south to watch firework and its great^^then after that,we went to eat...after eating,we went to take train..shirley cannot go in because train got too many people so we wait for her at red hill..then in red hill, we board her train she came out..then we went to jurong east..this time we asked her to come out.then i v tired then lean on dear dear shoulder..then shirley come out le.then she seems moody..something to do with her kan kor..her kan kor too much le lor..she should scold him de lor..bu ke yi ren ta bai bu...then after that..dear dear alighted at chinese garden..miss dear dear nia..then shirley and i went to macdonald eat twisted fries..we 2 at there chat chat..then duno y we chatted to hell there..i discovered something..something sad..i never knew i will cried..tears flowed down immediately after i heard..i think is just my sympathatic tears for him..if any1 tell me this during last yr end,i might cried for him with not just sympathetic tears but something more..and my heart had died for him long ago.....i have wronged him..i thought he was a bastard until yesterday...then i walked home..my parents saw the bag i chose..they said the quality not bad^^^^hehex..i got taste de wor...and left the last one ...then after that i went to bath and slept.continue my life tml..^^dear dear lao gong i love u forever and more than any1 else....lao gong u are the most ke ai shuai ti tie and liao jie me de.love u yong yuan yong yuan yi shen yi shi..bu fen kai..infinity and eternity love

Mood:^happy

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Friday, August 05, 2005 =D

HmMmMm...+~+~+~+~+~

wad can i say..??nothing to say..at class,so bored..well no pe again lor..gt Mr Nor, where got PE ?He is a damn busy person...Discipline master lei..of course no PE lor..today source based Q,i cannot finish...after school,i went to JP with hf..we walked here and there lor..then i saw my junior..scare me sia..frm my back suddenly shouted'KICK OUT FROM CHOIR lE AR!'...humph..wad sia..lame..lol..then i saw wee wee...then after that,hui fen and i meet dear dear..after loitered around,hui fen went back first..then wei yang went to see wee wee's stead..of how he look..hahax..a bit nerd..ops...hahax..then wee wee duno wy saw her..lols..then he walked me home..then so we chatted and chatted..and after that,dear dear got to go le..miss him wor..then i went home...after that i went out..and met yu fen and sin ping..then we loitered awhile and went to school...
i duno y cannot concentrate properly..not that i dun wan..is i tried but i could not..i focus on nothing..and nothing go inside my head..i tried my best..but my brain is somehow heavy and hard.then after that went home lor...dear dear internet spoilt sia..so poor thing..
duno y converse bag no new design..so sad..hm..billabong bag is cool..but..duno lei..hm..wad else??yellow bag is nice..but the brand..branded ma??cannot say so lei. no bag is perfect ..i want roxy de..hm..continue my life tomorrow ba..hm..miss dear dear lao gong yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan..bu feng kai..lao gong u are more and more ke ai and shuai day by day le..ke ai qing ai shuai ti tie de and liao jie me de lao gong love ya^^

Mood:alright ba

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Thursday, August 04, 2005 =D

today v ke lian..but finally meet dear dear le..^^^^

aa.today at class ,hui fen told me that..Mr ho message her..he said he was fed up with our class's boys..then duno wad then conflict again..i am sick and tired of this class..too sick and tired...not united..not this not that..just simply no comments..then after school,went to see mrs ang for my essay..finally i passed my english..muhahas...,i accompany wei xia go blsc return comics then went to JP accompany her..then meet dear dear...hahax..then i sore throat..no voice no voice...aaarr..testing 1,2,3..then dear dear walk me home..and we sit down and chat chat..hm..then dear dear got to go le..miss him so much..cannot bear to leave him....then after that went home..and then went to meet sin ping..i come out then she said meet 545 at jp..i walked to jp lor..then after that we go buy breadtalk eat..then went to sch...my slipper spoilt..omg..then school night's study is cannot wear slipper de lor..is this the punishment for my rebellious action??..lol...then study a while went to JP...then see bags^^^^i a bit like 2 trianlge bags and 1 converse bag..wad should i do?h..then went back and online with dear dear..long time nv see dear dear..now becum more shuai and cute day by day le..miss him much...ai ni yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan

Mood:haix...wad bag to buy??

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Wednesday, August 03, 2005 =D

HapPy 2MonTh5 AnNiV3RsArY!!~~^^+^+^+^+^+^+^

today is dear dear and i 2 months anniversary..but we never go out..nowadays miss dear dear so much..nowadays..i felt more blur than usual..at school..Mr nor lecture again..and i jump again..not my fault lor..then after schoolkar mun drag me to JP.then wadever..after that i went home and online ..I wrote testimonial for dear dear..i want to flood his friendster..muhahaha..notti me^^..however,the friendster was god damn lag...arrghh..then i buay tahan..after i wrote finished the testimonial..and trying to do the heart shape join together myself..already got to go out le....what sia..can friendster be a faster pace???hm......then went to meet sin ping and eat lor..go buy sweetss..hehex..my bag bag spoilt..i can buy new bag bag le..hahax..then now i online and chatting with dear dear...h..continue my life tomorrow ba

dear dear lao gong,Happy 2 months anniversary..i love u always forever and eternity...wo hui yong yuan ai ni ...yi shen yi shi yong yuan yong yuan ..bai tou dao lao...lao gong,u are more and more shuai and ti tie,liao jie me,wen rou,ke ai each and everyday ,every miliseconds wor

mood:miss u^^

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005 =D

awaiting for tomorrow..3/8/05

today is sort of tiring..i almost thought that..i had extra lesson..i asked YF where is my bag??..and omg..my thing is in my bag and passed to him...its so..nvm..after that,during PE,Mr nor never come again..all we did was play swing..actually i want to play swing..but the swing spoil ..then we kick the soccer ball for fun and crocodile which forget how to play already..lols..then at class..all i do was sit there and blah blah.during recess,hui fen cried again..haix..she so poor thing..i had run out of ideas of hw to console her le..so i just sat there and watch her cry..
after school,went to JP buy pens..all my pens are lousy and inkless..then went home..then do maths revision and english revision..miss dear dear sia..cannot stop thinking of him...then focus focus!!!then after that went to central and ate dinner with sin ping..actually dear dear wanted to accompany me to school.but,he was in dhoby ghout and no time to come..so nvm..hm..then photocopy the Vernice notes..then went to night study..lols..HF wear until like that..like v cold like that..then after night study message dear dear..miss dear dear lots and infinity..can't stop thinking of dear dear wor.love dear dear lots and forever...tomorrow is 2nd month anniversary le..tonight 12 am i going to send dear dear happy 2 months anniversary^^^^time past so fast..lao gong,in my heart u are always perfect and best..i love u frm the bottom of my heart..lao gong u are the most ke ai,wen rou,ti tie,liao jie wo,shuai de lao gong^^^^...ai ni yi shen yi shi bai tou dao lao yong yuan yong yuan bu fen kai..^^^^^^^^^

Mood:tired

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Monday, August 01, 2005 =D

if the time can be back to the past...i will never make the same choice again..

today study physics all the way til physics test lor..v wad sia..chem lesson..i at there duno wad..suddenly the teacher call me go whiteboard answer question..then i duno y i go ans the wrong q and with the wrong ans..which obviously shows that i am dreaming..malu ..so malu..y teacher like to call me to answer Q nowadays......then after physics test..go meet dear dear and frenz..they say want to discuss chalet then okay lor..i also teach shirley POA..then after that went home lor..continue my life tml ba..I love u ke ai qing ai wen rou ti tie shuai and liao jie me de lao gong^^^forever and eternity and infinity...in my heart u are always perfect..i love u frm the bottm of my heart..love u more than any1..and ai ni yi shen yi shi bai tou dao lao..yong yuan yong yuan bu feng kai^^^^

Mood:happpy

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